why i think of committing suiside sometimes?
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If you are serious then you should get help. Sometimes extreme thoughts seem to drive out more rational thoughts and we become confused. We think that we should hurt or kill ourselves, but that is the product of confused thinking.\n\nSometimes, the chemicals in our brain go haywire and lead us to thoughts of suicide.\n\nWhatever the cause or reason, don't act upon those thoughts. Help is available. If you don't know where to turn, and if you are in the US, call 1-800-555-1212 and ask for the Samaritans. They can help you for free.\n\nGood luck. My prayers are with you.
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I take it until I have to leave it if I've committed to it.  I only leave it when I'm in danger of blowing it to kingdom come.
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Only you can answer this one.  My guess is it might have something to do with how you feel this urge.  If you want to check your own mind, take a notebook with you next time and write down whatever comes to mind.  If you can't write in the dark, take a cheap voice recorder.
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WHY WOULD U EVEN DO THAT. LOOK IF YOU AREN'T HAPPY WITH WHERE YOU ARE NOW SAVE THE PEACE AND LEAVE. THEN DON'T GET INVOLVED IN ANYTHING SERIOUS.
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I am a content, deep-thinking person who does some writing.  I believe in things most people can't see so I don't always appear to have my feet on the ground. I don't naturally like to impose my opinions, but when I am on here I feel I do it a little too much.  I prefer to genuinely help people, if at all possible.  I don't like spending too much time on here because it becomes hard to leave it, so I limit myself now.  This is just a little indulgence for me each day.  I look forward to reading some of the other answers to this question!
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When you are this down then you do not usually see things rationally.\n\nTry doing something new and different, something that you have not done or tried for some time. Remember, the time and resources that you spend on this should actually benefit you emotionally, career wise or financially. \n\nIn essence, it should serve a goal of your life not just show as a loss of time and effort at the and of the day. You will feel much better since it would have increased your own worth, reinstated your pride, improved your emotional standing or add to your financial picture.
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Gees I often have thought of that myself. Hope you find ya Answer!!\n\nDaAussie  !!!!!!!!!
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I can understand that, but I hope it's just a passing thought. It really does always get better eventually & you wonder why you had that thought...until the next time.\n\nI think suicide is very selfish, though. The person who commits suicide doesn't think about the people they are leaving behind who sit around and go crazy blaming themselves for your selfish act.\n\nI had a male friend who committed suicide several years ago because his exgirlfriend didn't show up at a place he told her to meet him. The poor girl showed up about five minutes too late. I guess he thought she wasn't going to come. Now SHE is the one who has to blame herself forever and be scarred by that incident even though she responded to his call.\n\nAnyway, like I said, for you, I hope it's just a passing thought like I think everyone gets once in a while. If not seek help - not necessarily from a shrink - but a friend, family member - heck, even a pet. Write in a journal - there are many great ways to give yourself therapy without spending any money. Oh, and yes, I do think it is the ultimate sin - the ultimate selfish act.\n\nGood luck - I hope you find some cool ways to cope with life's injustices - you're not alone.
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I often have the urge to kill myself. Life just doesn't seem like it's worth all the pain for the relatively small amount of temporary pleasure. The only thing that stops me is the knowledge that I will go to Hell if I take my own life. You are Muslim and you know this too. So when you feel like that, seek refuge with Allah fromt the Shaytaan and talk to Allah about your issues. Salam.
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I think, and you can underline the words "I think", that its because people fear to take responsibility for their actions. So they conveniently place the issue in God's hands thus relieving themselves of having to take responsibility for the outcome. Like chemotherapy in your example. It doesn't always work. What then? Does the mother go around asking herself "Why did I put him through all that? He died in greater pain and it took longer and etc. and its all because I decided to ..." See what I mean? Its easier for people to let themselves off the hook. Makes it simpler latter too. God makes a good fall guy. He almost never takes up for himself. :-) ~ Peace & Blessings ~"
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by discerning the information in your mind. any good thoughts such as helping others and the like, are coming from God. other thoughts, lying, cheating, stealing and worse means you are being ' tempted ' by the other side.
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My actions are very deliberate and never without a cause. When I rebel, it is to something I am very passionate about; otherwise, it is not worth the energy.
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Well every time I am about to die, I just start thinking about something stupid or something. Like when I felt out of a raft and was drowning in the rapids with the boat holding me under I was thinking "why doesn't that stupid ass photographer drop her damn camera and rescue me. What a broad" and when I was about to die in the woods on a 4 wheeler I was thinking " Put your head down. Oh no Zo and erik are going to die and you are going to be all alone!" I dont think that you really have time to analyze your life in situations like that.
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Hello my friend.\n\nTry not to worry, many of us have this dilemma, though thinking is not necessarily a bad thing.  Perhaps you may find pleasure in putting your thoughts in writing or painting.  You may be a great artist only waiting to discover yourself. \n\nEveryone has anxieties in their lives, you need only find a way to avoid becoming overwhelmed.\n\nChannel your excessive thoughts towards a greater purpose.
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It's obviously a very personal thing, so there are innumerable reasons why a person does this.  I suppose the most common reasons would be: mental illness, self-euthanasia, shame or guilt, loneliness, unhappiness, innability to cope with the problems in their life ....
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this happens to me too. i thought i was alone. when i get like this i just want to be left alone because i don't want to pull anyone down with me. if it's nice outside i go out and MAKE MYSELF DO SOMETHING NICE FOR SOMEONE ELSE. or i'll go to the river and sit by myself in nature.\nthis usually puts me back into 'normalcy'
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Probably because you are not exactly happy where you are at in your life now. Things outside of you connot truly make you feel better, you should spend some time each day, even if it is just for a few minutes to allow yourself to think. Whenever I'm not feeling quite right ( whatever that is ) it is usually some unresolved issue that I've been avoiding!