i always put myself down.......?
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I have delt with this almost my intire life... It is hard and I am just now working my self thro it. that is almost imposibul.I am just now 27 and I still have times were I sit on the side of the bathtub looking at my self in the mirror thinking i am so so allful and wanting to die. I can completly justtifi it in my head. Every one would be so much happier with out me around. You have to get to the point were you dont care. yOu just want to live your life. It dose help me on bright days to just go out and look at the bright sky and Thank god for this day.NO DRUGS EVER helped me I have been on about 4 diffrent kinds;Lexipro,Zoloft,Buspar,Xanax. truefully the only thing that ever helped was a small dose of Vicoden that is a pain med. BUt I loved every one and myself. I dont know what eles to tell you.Make your self dress and styled exactly how you want. If you are old enoff Join FLYLADY.com it helps with cleaning, but you might be able to apply some of it to your daily life. That has helped me so very very much!!!
1076366
I personally always leave it down. that way I can work on my accuracy.  the only time I ever put it up is to take a dump.
834041
I think we all feel this way at one time or another...my famous description of myself is the b.o.n....blob of nothing lol...it is horrible to feel so low...but then,...I feel so guilty when I look around and see people so so much worse off than I am, and I wanna hit myself in the head and knock some good sense into it...I bet you have wonderful qualities, and sometimes, when it just don't seem to ever go your way..we have to step back and remember just what God gave us...and thank Him for giving us His Son,...as a sacrifice so that we CAN go on and live...Please..start remembering those things about yourself that shine and how  you can help others...and somewhere along the line, you will start to feel better..and say your prayers darling,..they will be heard...He always hears us...God Bless
269934
Put down that you were self emplyed
1127220
I say, just let go. I know how your feeling because currently going back home and living with my family is annoying, all they do is let me know how much of a failure I am [then say they are joking] But you know, thats just the way they are, some people are that way, sometimes its mental differences, like, it truely takes someone of great mental capacity to let it all go...My advice...just do it...nike was ingenious, because we can read about it, talk about it, and never take action...the idea...just let it go, avoid him, don't surround yourself with such a negative person [or anyone else like that in your life] you need to be happy, your mental health is the most important item here, so don't worry about him...\n\nGreat Quote: Eleanor Roosevelt Said; "No one can make you feel inferior without your concent"\n\nmeaning...no one can hurt your feelings, make you feel low, unless you let them into your head... If you truly don't care about someone, you won't even think about them, or let the thought of them enter your mind... DO IT!\n\ngood luck!
785189
Don't let them get you down in the first place. \n\nIt's none of your business what people think of you.
254921
realize that in this world nobody cares about u only them self's and understand that u only have ur self to keep ur self motivated. you also have to not take life as serious as u r taking it because taking life too seriously will kill you in the long run :-D dont worry be happy
757312
I do the same thing.  I just don't want to be hurt any more.  Your intelligent and smarter than alot of people.  You'll just have to work on yourself.
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Yea..unfortunately i know exactly how you feel. I think most people feel this way at one point or another. It's a terribly easy slump to get into, but now that you are fed up with it start making some changes. Start practicing saying no to people sometimes and giving yourself a littlle time for yourself. It's hard to be a good friend or partner to anyone if your all used up. Unfortunately though it's easy to get into a pattern of just saying ok and going with everyone else's flow! Think of things you enjoy doing and set aside some time to do them... it will go a long way in helping you get back some energy and re-centering yourself. Good Luck and lotsa luv!
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I wonder the same thing all of the time, sometimes I feel like it's because I don't want to surrender and then be disappointed...\n\nIt's also about me not wanting to let go of my old, destructive self.... I spent years crafting the protective barriers around me and the thought of having to let it all crumble down scares the shit out of me\n\nSurrendering means giving in.giving up, and I have been struggling for so long I am afraid to let go. What would I do with myself if I just passed my worries over to a higher power? Wouldn’t I become dull and passive.... a sheep?? I have been resisting conformity my whole life, but when I really stop and look at myself lately, I realize I am a hypocrite in believing that I have not conformed\n\nI conformed when I used alcohol to numb my pain, I conformed when I addictively consumed diet pills to live up to a media created standard of beauty, I conformed when I took a job selling overpriced junk to obscenely rich people making their living of oil (meaning I make mine the same way), I lie everyday to make a buck.... sometimes hundreds of times throughout the day, I avoid my family and friends like the plague, and worst of all.... I remain consistently ungrateful and miserable on a daily basis.\n\nThis all makes me the biggest hypocrite; a conformist to the societal roles we are all bound to play if we let ourselves become indifferent to living.\n\nSo why do I hang onto this misery? Why can't I surrender?\n\nI think you have to be ready, and willing\n\nand I am willing.... but am I ready?\n\nI guess not, because I have yet to surrender to anything tonight other than 8 cigarettes\n\nGood luck
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realize that nobody cares about you.  it sounds harsh, but no one is wondering about you or judging your every move--only you are doing that.  Get over yourself, you aren't that interesting.  this should let you then go out and enjoy life a little more.
951371
Don't let things get you down.  And don't beat yourself up because you are feeling badly about things.  It sometimes is easy to blame ourselves and to think we are alone.   I know it can sound easy to do, but just try changing your thinking.  Call a friend and arrange to go to a movie on the weekend, or just go for a walk.   I know it can be very hard at times and sometimes the loneliness can be rough, but just hang on and try to see beyond the rough day you've had.  Remember, today will pass.  Tomorrow can be very different.\n\nAlso, if you feel the need to speak with a doctor, go ahead and confide in one.  Perhaps the doctor can help you with some counselling.   Sometimes we don't see things as clearly as someone else -- the old saying, "can't see the forest for the trees" -- because we're not seeing things with the same perspective as somebody else.\n\nGood luck, and get a good night's rest, and a better day tomorrow.
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You need to love yourself because you are being too critical. You seem depressed and pressured. Take time out for yourself for a while. Say bye-bye to those so called friends. Later on some new people will come into your life to help you stay stable and present constructive criticism to your inner soul.
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Be strong.  It's not always your fault.  Don't be so hard on yourself.  You are a loving, generous person, and you have alot to offer.  You are involved with people with whom you are intersted in and, care deeply about and love.  You have thoughts, feelings and desires.  Look deeply within yourself for your answers.  Nothing is easy, and someimes there are no reasons, except that you tried and gave your all, and that what counts.  Don't ever give up but don't ever give-in either.
1177204
CONGRATS !!!!  slow down a little... sounds like you been working your butt off
919318
I'm afraid I might abuse myself..............again.
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it sounds like you are going thru growing pains my friend\ni'm not trying to make this sound like a unimportant issue\nbecause to you it is, but you will grow before you know it!! don't be so down on yourself you can be your own worst enemy. accept yourself and others will accept you!!!