Have I ruined my life?
457039
The good thing about life is that as long as you're living, there's time to start over.  It sounds like you're doing that.  Be patient, persevere, and go after your goals no matter what it takes.  Good luck.
115745
even if you can you better think long and hard about that! i moved out when i was very young and by doing that you make decisions that you may regret later. my advice is stay where u r and go to school unless you r being abused if so seek help
247352
Hey sweetie I know what your going through I am 35 and believe it or not I remember being your age, it is hard begining your teenage years and yes I believe talking to even the school councler would benefit you, but please find someone you can trust and let them help you, Please?\nAlso hon, sounds like you had a trauma happen if it did and you know what I'm talking about please seek help soon? Also You Need A big Hug My family and I send it to you now.
810028
Ask you doctor to refer you to a therapist.  I have been where you are and it practically destroyed my life.  Therapy helped enormously and I am back on an even keel now...;
916954
Any time is too much.  You haven't given any thought to your future.  It's bad enough you'll have probation on your permanent record but not as bad as jail time.  Think about finding a job, taking out a loan, renting an apartment, or buying a house or car.  All of these things will be effected by your past.  Bite the bullet and do the probation on your best behavior.  You'll be better satisfied with life afterwards.
970358
Your life may look like crud at the moment, but it will improve.\n\nSadly, the stars suggest that the cookie was wrong. Those clouds are settling in.\n\nGood luck!
615857
Life is too short while there are so many choices and things to do.\nI wouldn't worry about it one bit. If you are not happy where you are now, move on!
258091
Yes I have and probably will again, being only human. It usually happens after I've done something that makes me feel like a complete fool everytime I think about it! Whatever has happened to you probably isn't as bad as you think it is right now and you'll live through it one way or another, Talk to pinkstealth there. She looks like she's got her ears on and waiting for you.
856653
Find a walk-in mental health clinic (maybe hospital ER) and go there right away.  I did that 35 years ago whan I was a mixed up teenager and it saved my life.  I got psychiatric help and medication.  Good luck - your life is important.
1021625
Don't worry about it. Big changes in life are always scary, but I'm sure you'll find that everything will go much better than you think it will.\nJust be yourself and don't worry about it now.
239984
In excess it can destroy your life. Check this website. you'll get your answers..
314055
Hopefully you will seek professional help as well as him.  You can not go around thinking you are responsible for someone living or dieing, unless you physically harm someone. I believe you did the right thing, by telling someone. He may not at this time, but in the future he will see that you did him a favor. God forbid he does harm himself, you can not continue on with life believing that you are responsible.
1156685
have you talked to him? if not you should b4 its tooooo  late and you regret it. talking to him would be you best bet!!
1097873
I was waiting for you to ask this question.\n\nYou've been having problems, both with school and your personal life, haven't you?
517252
no, sorry, this sounds like a real mess.  maybe scrap it all and start again
516840
hi dear, u re not a mutated freak. it happened as a stroke of fate. every individual has an unfortunate thing he/she would want to change .i.e. if possible. but nay, it isn t possible most times. what u do is to see yourself as a special person, who has all it takes to be human. special because your creator took more time to make you more than the next person.i.e positively. do your thing,not minding who says what and you ll be better for it. keep your head up.
711240
You should have left as soon as you knew about the gossip and the drug addiction and saved yourself ? months of stress and agravation.sounds like you need a change of scenery my friend.try a job in a different field,go back to school,move to another,town,city.state,country whatever.