i am thinking of killing myself??
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I AM RECOVERING FROM A SUICIDE ATTEMPT FROM ABOUT 3 WEEKS AGO.  THIS WAS NOT MY FIRST ATTEMPT.  PLEASE EMAIL ME, I WOULD BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO SHARE LIFE STORIES WITH YOU.  YOU ARE NOT ALONE, KRISTEN.  LOOK AT ALL THE RESPONSES YOU'VE RECEIVED.  I DON'T THINK YOU WANT TO KILL YOURSELF, I THINK YOU ARE CYING OUT FOR HELP...THERE IS HELP, BUT YOU HAVE TO HELP YOURSELF FIRST AND THERE ARE OTHERS THERE TO HELP YOU GET HELP, GOT IT, GIRL?  Smile, sweetie :-)
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why in the world would anyone want to do that? are you trying to off yourself? Dont be crazy!!
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Should we be worried about you doing something to yourself, or do you have a health condition that might cause your death?\n\nIf you're considering suicide, PLEASE speak to someone.
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You need to be on anti-depressents if you are feeling that horrible. \nI have made attempts and it just results in getting my stomache pumped (which hurts like hell the times I've been awake for it). I learned that when I felt that bad and thought that I would not be able to control my impulses to hurt myself, I would go to the emergency room and let them know that I was thinking about killing myself. They will hospitalize you for about a week but it could be a great thing because they have psychiatrists that you would see on a daily basis they would start you on some medications that hopefully, in time, would make you feel better.\nIf you have depression that bad then you probably need to be in therapy also.\nPlease check yourself into the hospital before doing anything stupid. Usually you don't really want to die you just want the horrible way that you are feeling to go away and you get so desperate that it seems that is the only solution.\nTry to stay strong. Good Luck.
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Why would you want such a thing? If you want to do this, please don't! Get some professional help so you can start living life to the fullest! Nothing is worth killing yourself over. God loves and I do to. You are my neighbor.
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If they dont i will commit suicide
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Rivern, you need to find someone to talk to. I have looked at your other questions and answered your one on suicide. Now I am getting seriously disturbed by you.  Let me tell you something:\n\nOn this site, it is hard or really impossible to know when someone is on the level or is playing us on here for fools and then laughing as we earnestly try to help.  Myself, I have been burnt several times by kids doing this, from crying "rape" to threatening suicide as you have done.  It is tempting to lump you into that category b/c your questions seem so improbable. You appear to be handicapped, motherless, with a distant, unloving father who gives you shots that hurt you and doesn't seem to care. Also you have given the impression that your mother died giving birth to you and that is why your father hates you.  You also say that you love to read.  Frankly, this all "reads" like fiction.\n\nBut on the off chance that even if the details are made up or embellished by you, that you are quite lonely and wonder what you are here on earth for, I want to tell you this one thing:  God has a purpose for you and that is why you are here. That is why you are the YOU you are. No one else is like you. No one else has your experiences, your unique outlook on life, and no one else is going to do in this life what you are going to do. We all have a necessary part to play while we are here, and you will play your part, too.\n\nSo, get ready for life. Learn all you can. Be a friend to whomever you can befriend. Be a good child to your parent(s), and a good neighbor, and a good student.  Look for opportunities to help those who are less fortunate than you, and you will see, they ARE out there. You are not the worst off person in the world.\n\nTry hard to stop feeling sorry for yourself and to rejoice in the day that the Lord has made. Every day has some moment that is beautiful. You just have to look for it. Stop looking for what is bad, and look for what is good. Be the sunshine in the lives of people around you, not the raincloud. Don't remind them of their failings, help them to see their successes.\n\nKeep reading. Read the classics, like Captains Courageous by Rudyard Kipling--that is a great adventure story and a wonderful coming of age story of a spoiled young boy.\n\nBe happy, child. You are loved. Look--you have a computer, don't you? Someone cared enough about you to let you have access to this wonderful machine, to get you the ability to read and write! Make lemonade today out of life's lemons. C'mon, you can do it.\nLove,\nDHW
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I often have the urge to kill myself. Life just doesn't seem like it's worth all the pain for the relatively small amount of temporary pleasure. The only thing that stops me is the knowledge that I will go to Hell if I take my own life. You are Muslim and you know this too. So when you feel like that, seek refuge with Allah fromt the Shaytaan and talk to Allah about your issues. Salam.
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Why do you want to commit suicide?  To tell you the truth, I wanted to commit suicide before...that was years ago...but every time I'm depressed, I wait...because I know that life is just a series of tunnels.  You drive into a tunnel and the sum seems to be gone...the tunnel might be long or short...you never know...but one thing you can be sure is that the sun will eventually be back when you finally get out of the tunnel.  There is no tunnel with only one hole...even if there is you could still turn around and drive out.\nI hope you think it over...I don't think someone that wants to commit suicide have to see a doctor or something...but everyone needs to talk it out...and you really have to think it over hard!!  I almost commited suicide...but I'm glad I didn't ...cuz then I would miss out all those things that happened after I decided not to kill myself.\nLife IS hard...\nA person wearing a pretty pair of shoes....but if you were to try on her shoes...you might realize it doesn't feel as pretty as it looks like.\nI really hope you don't hurt yourself...because you might regret it....\nSuicide is a sign of giving up...NEVER give up...giving up is the same as losing...well...actually worse.  People that lose have the courage to fight til the end...people that just give up or run away have nothing.\nDon't give up ...fight back!\nEven today I'm not 100% happy...but I'm glad I keep on fighting it back.  Every time I fight back and win I feel so good.  Even if I lose when I fight back...I will try harder next time.  I know you are tired...me too...but please, please, please think it over, OK?
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go in a chat room or something try yahoo chat rooms, or a suicide hotline.
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go see a counselor to find out why u want to do this
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killing yourself is not the answer!!!!!  if you ever think that agian go to talk theopy, or talk to your doctor about it.  i am doing those 2 things right now, and i'm taking zolof (50 mg), and i'm going through it.  u have to deal with your problems.  god doesn't give you what you can't handle.  for the past 8 years every guy i dated was a jerk, and 2 people that i know dies.  personally, what i read from you is nothing compared to my life.  my life sound much, much worse.  keep working at your job, the last thing u want is to get fired, and become even more depressed.  tell me how it went!  if you need me for anything call me on my cell- 218-988-2780.
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I hope I wouldn't kill myself...I have been so darned depressed lately...and for someone to be messing around with Bea Arthur's toilet....well, that would really get me down
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i think you are right, its all futile, i am going to kill myself
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I know how you fill, I was abused too but don't ever think it is your fault. I and still working through my problems and it never seems like it is going to get better, but you have to find some reason why you want to live. And yes there are reasons out there to live. I have tried to kill my self 3 times and believe me it is hard, then i realized that i would be doing my abuser a favor by getting red of my self for him. you need to seek therapy and i know that your not insane, so you probably think you don't need to but if you don't you will end up driving your self crazy by not knowing why you are filling this way!!! Also move on , get something started...put all your energy in school or sports, something like that, even friends!!!!!! If you need to talk more you can e-mail me. I know life hurts and its hard but just be strong and you never know what the future holds for you!!
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What looks like a mountain of trouble and heartache today, may be just a little bump in the road tomorrow. You must see a Doctor. Do what the doctor tells you. Depression is real, it is dangerous...it is treatable. Believe me, I suffer from it myself. You have to want to survive, believe in the goodness of yourself. Your family loves you. They may not understand you...but then, no one is ever completely understood by their loved ones! Do you understand them?  We are all unique in our own special ways!\nSee, you have come to this site for help...that is a wonderful thing,,,you are reaching out for help...I am so proud of you! Now, go a step further, go to someone else, get a doctor. Tell someone who can get you to real help. You are in a survival mode...be your own best friend! Suicide is not the answer...get help right now...
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killing yourself is never the answer. . .it wont solve anything. . .\nthink about more than just yourself, think about the people you'll affect if you harm yourself\n\nY do u want to end your life? Im sure there's things in your life that are worth living for. . .youre just focusing on the negative. . . \nthings WILL GET BETTER. . .they always do . . .\nI myself have considered suicide and almost went thru with it, but someone made me realize that i was put here for a reason and every life has a purpose, even tho u may not realize it. . .there's ppl that care about you, and  things that you were destined for. . .i think you just need someone to talk to. . .feel free to pm me if you want to talk \ns/n - cutew1thoutda_e