is there any hope for me? I seem to have drifted into an endless, bottomless, meaningless void?
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"I seem to have drifted into an endless, bottomless, meaningless void"\n\nI think that happened to the crew of the starship Enterprise.
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I think you chose a path that was never going to find true success, but you're definitely onto something now.  Material things can't make you happy but there is so much that can.  I've found a strong relationship in Christ, and through him I am able to love and feel with my whole heart.  I can discern between what is worth the precious little time that I have here on the earth and what is not.  You feel such emptiness because you filled your life with things that are fleeting.    Now that you realize this you should search for something lasting.  For me that was Jesus.  You've tried everything else why not try him too.
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I'll toss ya a shovel so you can dig your way out! It sounds like your having a wild ride! I know from some of my close friends how bad depresion can be! But there's not much you can do! I advise to ride it out, or try and think of all the good times you've had without guys, or just the good times ytou've had in general! You seem like a stong, intelligent, young girl, and i'm sure you can through it! Just don't give up, and keep on digging your way out!
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YES!!! its a long & lonely road but hang in there.\nit's ok to feel weak sometimes, we are only human.\nchange your lifestyle if you have to...\npositive thinking & self- worth is very important.\ni sincerely wish you luck & love!\ndon't worry about things you cannot control. change the things that's dragging you down.\nyou can't fly with broken wings.\nhope the link can help...
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it sounds to me that you are very lonely, depressed, isolated, unhappy and don't have any confidence.  Is there anything positive in your life.  Do you work, have friends, family, can you do volunteer work.  First of all you're not stupid, you know the english language, you know how to type, can use a computer and have the insight into yourself to even ask this question.  YOU ARE NOT STUPID!  I need more info about you to help you, but it sounds like you need something positive in your life or someone to talk to.
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well u could do what i did.... do nothing... let it guide u whereever it takes.. and pleassse dont try to think  sooo much... ur wasting on such wonderful time.. :D\nPEAce
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Its funny how you can go through life so carefree and happy, until you fall in love..Then you feel what true happiness is like.  Then you lose that person and life can never go back to being the same, you're never complete, and life feels somewhat empty.\n\nI know it sucks now..but I want you to know that it gets better.  Life got much clearer one morning when I was late for work and I'm running around looking for my keys.  I searched everywhere...EVERYWHERE... eventually I just gave up.  I reached in my shirtpocket for gum and there are my keys.  Enlightenment reached.  Just lets it happen is the moral of the story, but remember chance favors a prepared mind.  Stay prepared cause life comes at you fast.
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The absence of HOPE...
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To your main question: NO!   That would not be the end of your suffering, only the beginning, and the beginning of the suffering of those who care about you.   I felt heart-broken years ago over someone who means nothing to me now.   Pain on this earth gradually fades away.  What can mean the world to you now can be nothing to you eventually.  Just deal with it one day at a time.  Tell yourself every morning that you just need to make it through  the day...eventually you won't need to.
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if your goal is eternal despair then having hope is probably a bad thing.\n\ndon't worry.  you can still overcome it.
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Yeah I know how you feel. I mean life be it may pointless, we are stuck with it. If you take your own life (DO NOT ATTEMP) then what you are waiting for is a whole different endless life. So try to suck it up, go with the flow.
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Maybe you should try believing in something tangible. Someone who actually will listen to you and help you with your problems.
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I tried to help you the best I could. Do not ever give up! This will take you time to think over.  Time will tell. Good luck my friend.
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Knowing that the path I was on was a dead end....
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I too am looking for someone. Hold in there and hope for the best. Good luck.
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What else could I do? If I'm wrong, I see 3 possibilities and I'll have no choice but to accept them:\n\n1) No Heaven & no hell - no afterlife. In this case my life meant nothing and my legacy is to be worm food. \n\n2) There is a Heaven & I'm not invited - unfortunate, but doubtful. \n\n3) I'll be sent back to hell in the form of earth school to get it right the next time.
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You are retishambat. Right now your life isn't full of purpose. You seem somewhat bored and maybe lacking a bit of direction. Just relaxing for a little while seems like an okay plan. You'll soon come across (or may have already come across) something which will engulf you in it and make you feel more complete.