Do you ever feel like you just wanna chop off your head and die????????????...?
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it is pretty funny...but i dont really like emo\ni like u tho :)
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I was electrocuted at work a while back.  I was passed out when they pulled me down from the wires.  But I never lost my train of thought, I feel that I experienced the whole thing in real time.\n\nWhen the current grabbed me I felt the life quickly drain from my body, it occoured to me that this is how I am to die, and then I was moving at high speed down a river of florescent light, inside a canyon with tall dark walls.  My body kept feeling like when you go over the falls on a roller coaster.  After a time the walls of the canyons started to have faces, and the faces turned into my fellow workers staring down at me in horror, thinking I was dead.   But I was pretty much OK except for some deep burns.\n\nCould have been just the dieing process.  But I feel that it was my choice to live or die during that time.  \n\nI would say my time since then is pure bonus time.  But really our entire lives are bonus time.   I don't understand anything more about death, but I did learn to appreciate each moment of life, each life giving breath.
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Please read this. I know how you feel, Ive been there myself. Sending you away is not the best idea. You should go to a trusted adult IMMEDIATELY and get help. Go to your School's guidence counselor. If she can't help or you don't feel like you can trust her/him, Go to your local health department or free clinic and ask to speak to someone in mental health. This doesnt mean youre crazy or anything to be ashamed of It is a treatable disorder. PLEASE GET HELP ASAP!\n\nIn the mean time to keep yourself from being tempted to cut try rubberband therapy. This is not a cure but it may help you to stop until you can get help. Get some metal free rubberbands, put several on each wrist like bracelets, when something happens that makes you feel like you need to cut grab the bands and pop them over and over till the pain is released. I wouldnt advise this as any other way than a deterrant until you can get help. Cutting is very dangerous and all it takes is one little misjudgement to hit a vital artery and you could bleed to death. Please Don't do it anymore, Please get help. There is hope for you, Keep your head up & Be Blessed!
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Why? Are you trying to kill yourself?
717361
I'm no stranger to this problem...\n\nIt feels like you are walking around in a fog, like nothing is truely "real" as you would normally feel it.  You feel like you could pass out at any second but at the same time you can force yourself to go on for quite a while without doing so.  It really takes a lot out of you and takes a lot to recover from.  You'll need quite a few good solid nights of sleep to completely get over it.
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I think a lot of people feel that way from time to time! I have felt that way when I was having anxiety or depression. It is kind of an detach feeling, or a feeling of unreality. If you are feeling this way often than you might want to talk to your doctor! \n\nI hope you feel better soon!!! Best wishes to you!
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if you had food poisoning, you would know, Everyone I know who has had it said they would have rather just died then to feel like that again.  Maybe you have an appendicitis or something.  Go to the Dr.  or at least call the local advice nurse and ask what they think...
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i used to think that way,when the docs said id never walk again.but i proved them wrong.I'm walking again now,ill never be able to run again but Ive realized how lucky i am.things could have been a lot worse.so i can say for first time i don't feel like dying today. think i need to dye my hair tho.lol        take care
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dude, been there, done that. if you're on here talkin bout it, you aren't gonna do it. i tried, and failed, twice. once with asprin and paracetamol, the other time with ecstacy and ketamine. both times i was found and had my stomach pumped before it worked. i always wonder why i tried it, wether it was work, family, friends, drugs or some other factor that made me want to kill myself. sometimes i wish they had just let me die, other times i am glad they didnt.only you can make the choice kid, are things really as bad as they seem? are u doing drugs? do you need this girl to live? or is it just teenage angst against the world, like everybody goes through? think about it.
979546
i sometimes feel like the lone tin cup with a nickle...........
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You need to talk to your parents, school nurse, counselor, about getting help.  You need to find a counselor and a doctor to help with these feelings.  You also need to remove all the blades away from you, to help you stop.\n\nThis is a serious problem, that happens to a lot of people.  I hope you take care of this quickly.
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I can, but I don't want to right now.\n\nCome back later, and maybe I'll feel like it.
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You feel your own Mortality
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it makes you feel like a hand is squeezing your heart,the thought of this happening to you, feeling the knife in your throat
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sounds to me like you need to be applauded! I feel like the more horrible the experiences you have in life, the more of an opportunity you have to see ultimate beauty and positivity as well. Thich nat Hanh says that the seed of hate and regret can grow into a cancer of hate and horrible feeling, which is garbage. But only the stinkiest, foulest, wet, nasty compost grows the best garden. Many times we have to experience every corner of hell and despair before we recognize what good fortune really is, and it sounds like you have. Kudos Mom!
350447
I know the feeling you are talking about. I have not had it in sometime. I have found its better always to walk away and hear my heart beating for good not with hate for someone else.
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Yep!  It sounds like depression if it goes on and on and it brings alot of good caring people down this world is a sad place right now.  Things do get better and if you still feel out of it after a long while I would talk with your doctor.Hope you feel better real soon!!