i was really messed up for the first 45 years of my life because of "cicumstances"?
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WELL I'M 40 AND KNOW WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT LOOK AROUND YOU WHAT CAN YOU DO WITH OUT AND WHAT PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE ARE NO GOOD FOR YOU!AND YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN!!! WHEN WE ENTER A CIRCLE OF PROBLEMS IT IS HARD TO LEAVE THAT CIRCLE UNLESS YOU MAKE A SHARP TURN AND DON'T LOOK BACK!!! THINGS THAT YOU KNOW ARE BAD FOR YOU LEAVE THEM BEHIND YOU DON'T NEED THEM!!THINK POSITIVE AND SET GOALS BUT DON'T SET THEM SO HIGH THAT YOU CANT REACH THEM. INSTEAD OF GOING OUT AND PARTYING SET THAT MONEY ASIDE IN A BANK ACCOUNT AND DON'T GET THE ATM CARD IT MAKES IT EASY TO GET YOUR MONEY .IF YOU KNOW THAT YOU HAVE TO GO TO THE BANK EVERY TIME YOU NEED MONEY YOU'LL SAVE MORE .FOR A JOB THINK OF YOUR SKILLS AND JOBS THAT YOU HAVE HAD MAKE A LIST OF WHAT YOU HAVE DONE YOU'D BE SURPRISED OF THE REFERENCE THAT YOU CAN GIVE YOURSELF.YOU CAN WORK ON YOUR CREDIT ALSO JUST BY RENTING TO OWN SOMETHING LIKE A TV VCR OR FURNITURE START SMALL BUT PAY YOUR BILLS ON TIME AND LEARN TO DO WITHOUT THINGS THAT YOU REALLY DON'T NEED TO BUY!!!!!START SMALL AND IT WILL GET EASIER EVERY DAY . LOOK FROWARD AND NEVER GO BACK !!!!!!!!!!!
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Check into a thing called Irritable Bowel Syndrome. thats how mine started.
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Most women have memories like that.If I were you,I wouldn't blame myself for not being able to defend myself.I coulnd't either.You were young and this sick behaviour of your uncle probably had a shocking effect on you.Don't hate yourself for Godsake.Try to find a therapist take a few therapies and get over it.Sexual abusement in early ages can effect your psycology for a lifetime if not solved.you dont have to forgive that ass hole by the way.I didnt.just forget him and avoid seeing him.\nIf  you need to share your feelings dont hesitate,\nzeynep.nazli.t@hotmail.com\nRegards,\nZeynep
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How weird, my mom just had this, and I had never heard about it before that. All the above is correct, but I just wanted to add that you ought to get it treated soon and change your diet around accordingly. My mom almost died from it, which is unheard of, and she ended up having a foot of intestine being taken out. Watch out! It can get pretty damn serious.
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Somewhat long, but worth the read:\nBecause your red blood cells "have an affinity to carbon monoxide", and pick it up first rather than oxygen.  The dizziness is from lack of oxygen to the brain.  The throwing-up is typical of (I'm assuming) someone who is recently into smoking.  The throwing-up probably also is the lack of oxygen that interfered with the normal stomach activity, whether or not you recently ate.  I had what you describe.  I HAD IT DECADES AGO, AND NOW I HAVE A LUNG CONDITION THAT REQUIRES OXYGEN FROM A TANK!  I know someone who is 93 who smoked from age 13.  She has a terrible cough, but does get enough oxygen without help.  She's the exception (terribly wrinkled too - I know other 90+ people who look darned good.)  I know you probably are young, like under 25 or 30, you know there are lung diseases, and you think YOU won't get them, or if you do, that will be so far in the future as to be of no concern.  SURPRISE!  That older age does come to pass, and you will probably want to kick your younger-self's behind for doing this to you.  So stop now, in fact, write a note to your to-be-older self,  put it away somewhere secure, and forget about it.  I hope your future self will be pleased with the contents.
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When I was about 10 years old, I was having a severe attack.  My mom was at work and I was home with my **** step-father.  He was under the impression that all he had to do was yell at me (for faking it) and I would snap out of it.  He also did not want to spend money on meds or visits to the doctor or the emergency room.\n\nThat night, I lay in bed, barely breathing, and he refused to call my mom (and she even worked in the emergency room as a phone receptionist).\n\nIt got so bad, I stopped coughing and it stopped hurting and my fingers turned blue.\n\nIn a screaming rage he finally called my mom and reluctantly took me to the emergency room.\n\nI don't remember much after that - just waking up - telling my mom my fingers were blue.  She was more embarrassed about what her co-workers would think, than about how sick I was.\n\nI made it through that night.  Grew up.  ...and had kids of my own.  ...and to my great dismay, one of my kids has asthma.  But I treat her much better than my parents treated me, especially during asthma attacks.\n\n'still hate my step-dad, though.
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When I was about 28, I started getting tired easily, I lost the shine of youth from my face and I saw the first white hair on my head. I had lots of problems at that time and I think it contributed to that, I am lucky though that I look young, but I do not feel so!
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Ask you doctor to refer you to a therapist.  I have been where you are and it practically destroyed my life.  Therapy helped enormously and I am back on an even keel now...;
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Absolutely, at 19 I was so concerned that life passed me by.....
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yes there are women like you... lots of them... are you afraid of taking risks because you were hurt in the past? i know it might kinda hurt you again if you try to change but wounds wouldn't heal if you don't try to find solutions to your problems, yes, starting again is such a hassle but just try to think positive... don't just let yourself be bound by old memories... be strong... move on and face the world... God bless! :)
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I would like to try to help you, but I don't know exactly what you need guidance in. I'm a bit younger than you, but I am wise beyond my years. I was born in 81. I am assuming however, that you are not stating your situation, yet your age in hopes of someone with a sixth sense responding..can't help ya there. Only thing I can leave you with is to follow your heart and let God help guide you to the right path!!
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it sounds like you had a bad expierence in another life time. when you go to bed tonight, keep saying that you want that part of your past lives not to bother you anymore. you might have to do it a few nights. but it will help
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My past. It was a bad past.
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I lost my mind long ago.
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Hi   Sorry to hear such a young person as you are having these problems with exercise. I am 64 and exercise evry day. Even a walk of a mile or so is better than nothing. You should make an appointment with your primary care physician and explain your problems . A primary care doctor will be able to make a good evaluation of your problems and the steps to get you back on the road to feeling good. Diet and exercise are the longterm solutions with the guidance of healthcare professional help !!! Good luck !!p. s. dont go looking for a quick fix solution....there are none .
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I spent the first 12 years of my life w/my parents, the next 3 w/my aunts family (I had to move 3 hours away for that one), then I moved back and lived w/my grandparents for 5 years.\n\nI should be royally screwed up in the head, but I'm actually quite normal for going through so much.\n\nAfter everything that happened, I would never go back and change it.
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being that young and not being able to fight them off, is not your fault at all.  its also not your fault that your a blonde-headed man rather than a darker one.  no matter how hard it is you need to just get away and start a new life, where people wont treat you like that.  im not sayin that you will never be hurt, you never know, but you can change your surroundings to where your not in that envrioment anymore.  nobody deserves to be treated like that at all!  your honor is not distroyed, you were young and couldnt stop what was going on.