why do i hate my life why do i want to never wake up in the morning does it mean im crazy or does it mean?
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No, it doesn't mean you're crazy.  People use that term too often, and much too often in an inappropriate way.  I've been suffering from a similar situation for 7 long years.  I felt the same way you do, that I must be crazy, or defective because I couldn't be happy.  I didn't want to go on.  I finally had to give in to the fact that I needed outside help.  I found an excellent resource in my university's wellness center where they offer counseling services for very little money, if they charge you at all.  Since then my situation has improved very much, for the better.  \nCutting is one of the tell-tale signs of Borderline Personality Disorder, which I have.  I also have severe clinical depression, and generalized anxiety disorder . . . these things don't make you crazy, and seeing a counselor doesn't either.  They are things you can work on, and overcome in time.  But you have to take the first step.  Good luck!  Please don't be afraid to get the help you need.
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It sounds like bipolar to me. One KEY factor is staying awake without the need of drugs or medications. If this friend of yours stays awake on his own for long periods of time then I would check it out for sure. I am bipolar and I know that when I stay awake on these manic days, I tend to make planners, lists of things to do, lists of things to buy, goals that are completely unrealistic, I clean the house, I go shopping at 4am. Does any of that sound familiar? Another thing is that when the manic episode fades and I realize that I can't achieve the goals that I just set then I get depressed about it. www.crazymeds.org has lots of information so you might want to check that site, there should be a link to the forum site with even more information there.
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the way to figure out what a dream means is what do the symybols in the dreams mean to you.\nA toilet well it could mean you feel like your life is in the crapper. Until you flush away the crap in your life be it your job,relationships ,were you live you'll contiue to feel ugly and loathsome.\nI say it is a dream that you need to change your life in a dramtic way.
808252
Same here... I don't want to get up in the mornings. I don't want to brush my teeth, I don't want to eat. I don't want to read, watch TV, or anything! I feel like running away from everyone and everything I know, and at the same time I feel like I want to take an axe and chop down a whole forest to get rid of the frustration! It's so bad that I still get physically sick, even at the thought of him...
204551
Oh I hate this question. To live all of your dreams and to die regreting each one. Regreting each one because you knew that if you did one thing different it could have changed everything.
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This is one of the most common—and disturbing—nightmares that people have. The funny thing is, it’s not really a nightmare! \n\nWhat you are feeling when you are asleep and trying to wake up is a phenomenon known as “REM pressure.” Your body is trying to keep you asleep so it can continue dreaming. Why? Because you haven’t received your daily quota of REM! (Does your late night clubbing have anything to do with this? You bet!) \n\nWhen scientists first discovered REM in 1953, they began performing all sorts of tests to see how the body—and the mind—would react. For example, it was popular to believe that dreams released the psychological “pressures” of our subconscious minds. By extension, many people were quite sure that, if we didn’t dream, we all would simply go insane. \n\nOnly one way to test a theory, right? :-) \n\nBeing inquisitive minds, these scientists soon began recruiting subjects to experiment with REM deprivation. (To be fair, many of the scientists participated in the experiments themselves.) But the question remained: Would a REM-deprived person soon begin to hallucinate—and maybe hear voices during the day—as unconscious pressures began “seeping” into waking experience? \n\nThe answer, they soon learned, is no. REM-deprived patients are tired and grumpy, but they are not psychotic. What the scientists did learn, however, is that the body has an exceptionally strong drive to achieve REM sleep. Toward the end of the experiment, over 35 awakenings (per night) were required to prevent people from dreaming! (The body wants—and needs—its REM!!) It is significant to note that the experiment “ended” when the scientists no longer were able to keep their subjects awake. The subjects fell into a deep sleep, immediately began dreaming, and could not be awakened. \n\nWhat’s the moral of the story? You’re a little bit (maybe a lot!) REM-deprived. If you keep track of when these bouts of sleep paralysis occur, you will note that they almost always are associated with periods of sleep deprivation. Instead of your body waking up when your brain does, it’s asking you (well…insisting, really) that you let it sleep in a bit. The reason why you feel paralyzed is because you are! The body is unable to move during REM—so we don’t act out our dreams. \n\nWhat’s the good news? You’re not going insane! What’s the bad news? You may have to take a night off of your party schedule…to let your body catch up with your brain!
138643
LOL, I know that really sucks huh. I've had that problem all my life. I'm not a morning person. It's like either I'll wake up go use the bathroom and stay up for an hour or two, or I'll wake up with intentions of getting up but hardley ever works. Try  what the first person told you to do. After you get up and turn the alarm clocks off, put your clothes on that you are going to where for the day. That might help you wake up a little bit. Or try doing a little walk for 5 minutes in the morning.
165882
I would wish for me to wake up and it all just be a bad dream.\n:)
670666
Dreams are symbolic for phases or things you are going through in your life. It sounds like a stress dream to me. And also, that you might be intentionally sabotaging yourself. I am not quite sure why. Maybe you secretly are not happy with your job and want something different. Look over the details of this dream, and think in terms of your life. What are you afraid of? What are your goals? Are you afraid of being found out? \nYou will begin to understand your dream better by doing this. So good luck!
787742
Welcome to the real world. All of us have a hard time waking up early in the morning. Some have a harder time than others. It takes discipline and self control to wake yourself up.
686365
I have to agree with the others.  It sounds like you are trying to run away from something in your life.  Something that you fear has the potential to be harmful, but at the same time....that you really don't have totally figured out yet.\n\n  You try and avoid dealing with it...but even doing that is fraught with unknown twists and turns.....and the harder you try and avoid it.....the more and more it looms over you.\n\n  To the point where....you start having dreams like this.\n\n  Whatever it is.....it would be best to confront it and see if you can decide what sort of concrete decisions you are going to make in order to deal with it. \n\n   Ummmmm....does any of that seem to fit with what's going on in your life right now ??\n\n   My guess is that it might....or else you would not be having dreams that contain this sort of message ??\n\n   Bob
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If you dread going to work every morning and when you are at work you find that you are usually feeling unhappy, it is definitely not the right job for you.  on average people spend nearly 1/3 of their lives (and nearly 1/2 of their waking hours) at work, so it's best to love your job!
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You sound like a very unhappy person to me. By wishing these things you are basically wishing that you aren't the person you are.\n\nEverything that has happened in your life has made you the person you are and you are beautiful.\n\nAnything that has gone wrong has only made you stronger and you need to start looking at your life differently. You have to stop feeling sorry for yourself and beating yourself up over events that are beyond your control.\n\nTake everything that has happened and turn it into a positive, make those things what drives you to get where you want to be.
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When you know that you want to spend the rest of your life waking up to tthat same person.  When you know that living without them hurtss so much that you can't stand it.  Believe me, when it happen you will know, if you have to ask someone, I would wonder.
968551
Sweetheart, that's a rotten way to live and millions do it everyday..if it is just a question of you liking quiet time in the morning (like me) then ignore the questions and comments and they will get the hint..\ngive off the right vibe and you'll get through. (picture yourself as a skunk or something unapproachable...nobody messes with THEM until they  wanna be messed with)\nIf it runs deeper than that, move out or make him move out, you have to feel safe and comfortable in your shelter or it's not shelter anymore.\nGood Luck
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I think you contradict yourself, your username is sunny shine16 and then u say you hate life. I think you are bored and need to get a life! Good luck to ya!
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you sound alot like me.  i wake up in the am sick to my stomach.  i live in constant fear something really bad is going to happen & also am weird about traveling etc.  i believe zoloft chaned my life.  i'm more relaxed & normal now w/ no weird side effects.