I really do wanna die or just get away?
106392
i feel bad for you it reall cant be that bad. i think if you are going to go anywhere you should go to a doctor and talk to him about your problems. i hope you get the help you need.
631451
Bearing in mind that "seriously sick" is defined differently for most, I would prefer to die.  My faith is strong and I really think that going home to Jesus and my departed family members would be a much better alternative.\nHope that you aren't faced with this decision though.
1160542
If you feel like you REALLY should leave, I say go. Unless you want to go through the hassle of counseling and such (which some men will not even consider). I dont know how I would just do whatever is in your best interest.
826066
You need to get away NOW
3390
Call 911 to get in contact with a suicide hotline. Then follow up with the appointment they make for you at your local mental health clinic. There is no shame in doing so, and is doesn't mean you are "crazy"...just a little confused. Do it now if you are thinking about hurting yourself. I mean RIGHT THIS MINUTE! AS SOON AS YOU FINISH READING THIS.
186577
Why do you want to commit suicide?  To tell you the truth, I wanted to commit suicide before...that was years ago...but every time I'm depressed, I wait...because I know that life is just a series of tunnels.  You drive into a tunnel and the sum seems to be gone...the tunnel might be long or short...you never know...but one thing you can be sure is that the sun will eventually be back when you finally get out of the tunnel.  There is no tunnel with only one hole...even if there is you could still turn around and drive out.\nI hope you think it over...I don't think someone that wants to commit suicide have to see a doctor or something...but everyone needs to talk it out...and you really have to think it over hard!!  I almost commited suicide...but I'm glad I didn't ...cuz then I would miss out all those things that happened after I decided not to kill myself.\nLife IS hard...\nA person wearing a pretty pair of shoes....but if you were to try on her shoes...you might realize it doesn't feel as pretty as it looks like.\nI really hope you don't hurt yourself...because you might regret it....\nSuicide is a sign of giving up...NEVER give up...giving up is the same as losing...well...actually worse.  People that lose have the courage to fight til the end...people that just give up or run away have nothing.\nDon't give up ...fight back!\nEven today I'm not 100% happy...but I'm glad I keep on fighting it back.  Every time I fight back and win I feel so good.  Even if I lose when I fight back...I will try harder next time.  I know you are tired...me too...but please, please, please think it over, OK?
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You need to be on anti-depressents if you are feeling that horrible. \nI have made attempts and it just results in getting my stomache pumped (which hurts like hell the times I've been awake for it). I learned that when I felt that bad and thought that I would not be able to control my impulses to hurt myself, I would go to the emergency room and let them know that I was thinking about killing myself. They will hospitalize you for about a week but it could be a great thing because they have psychiatrists that you would see on a daily basis they would start you on some medications that hopefully, in time, would make you feel better.\nIf you have depression that bad then you probably need to be in therapy also.\nPlease check yourself into the hospital before doing anything stupid. Usually you don't really want to die you just want the horrible way that you are feeling to go away and you get so desperate that it seems that is the only solution.\nTry to stay strong. Good Luck.
461898
Why would you want such a thing? If you want to do this, please don't! Get some professional help so you can start living life to the fullest! Nothing is worth killing yourself over. God loves and I do to. You are my neighbor.
647573
I would say get out of there as fast as you can! Leave and go find a different place to stay! My prayers are with you, Please be safe! Cuidado!
742274
I hate to be the one to break the news to you but, I have no choice. I have felt exactly what you're talking about. There will come a breaking point where you decide whether you want to live in the present or die in the past. I'm sure you've had your share of sleepless nights and anxiety attacks. But you have the power if you take it back to pick up the pieces and move on. You may never be the same, but why would you want to be anyway? Hasn't this guy wasted enough of your life and taken enough of it away? I promise if you just get up and put your feet on the floor and walk out into your life it won't be long before all this just feels like a dream you had long ago. Get out, be seen, find better, move on.
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your just taking the easiest way out. if you end it, then your parents will be sad and everyone who knows you will be sad, b/c you havent had a chance to experience life at all. just talk to somone, like your parents, siblings, or somone you can rely on to help you. if you end it, then your a WIMP, b/c your not dealing with your problems! just talk to someone like me: amchaseltine@yahoo.com\ni can help you. just write me, and ill help!\npleze no 1 else write me
779503
Don't Worry...Be Happy!\nWell, just calm down, if you spend all your life worrying,,, you will never really get to live!
150461
B"H\nYou already know the answer as to whether or not you should leave, or you wouldn't be searching for the strength to do it.\n\nUnfortunately, nobody can give you that strength.  It has to come from your own self respect.  Why don't you take a vacation away from the situation and really put some thought into what YOU want and DESERVE out of life?  \n\nYou are royalty.  \n\nActualize that.  Act accordingly.
946703
If this is the problem causing you to want to kill yourself....you better not grow up.  Cause when you get past all this high school crap you will see that many more problems will come your way.  Bigger ones too.   So just make a decision.  Any decision.  And it will be ok because it was YOUR  decision.  Make of it what you can.  Then, do it again the next day.  That's how life works.\ngood luck and no slicing for you
837222
are you crazy?\nyou wanna kill yourself to make him feel sorry?\nhey forget about him and start a new life with new friends and do take care of yourself ,even if he feels very sad to hear you committed suicide ,that will not change anything for you when you're already dead..
950463
I don't know you and I don't know your situation, but I am sorry that you feel helpless and hopeless. Leaving is not the answer- especially with your children. If I were you I'd get help, talk to a hospital, a hotline, someone. There is help.
235909
Where to go? Better get some help, look for school counselours or go to a hospital, they might help you go thru this stage of your life.  If you run away without having anywhere to go, probably you will end worst than your parents.  Now go out and get some help for you and your family.  Warning: It won't be easy but it's the best thing\nAnd Run away is not your only choice. Go to: