I've been having the worst depression of my entire life.  All my friends are scattered out and going gone. I feel like I don't have a home, and I haven't been old funny self in so long. I've developed a sleep disorder cause I'm so worried about my future.  Even the few friends I've made here could fade away once my years are up.  The world is so big. We get lost in it and are hopeless to find each other.
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I remember my first year was awful too.  I felt like I had nobody....I even felt like that when I first came home that May.  You just need to be somewhat outgoing, and smile, and things will work out because people will notice your smiile and frendliness.
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Very possible.  You need to re-connect with the people you care about.  Could be beyond just a feeling too...meaning that perhaps it actually depression and maybe you need to see a doctor for "help" or medication.  \n\nEither way, I would address it as quickly as possible.  It can really impact everything around you.
548770
I know how you feel. I've been there and its really a bad way to feel. If you want you can e-mail me. eula_hill7@yahoo.com I would be happy to be your friend.
377962
I think that you need more than a friend...I think that you need someone that you can talk to who can help with why you are feeling this way.  Best of Luck!
48464
Of course not. For an entire two years of my life I experianced the same symptoms you described. It's completly natural. During this time period I was undoubtedly miserable, but trust me, when you get out of this phase (and you will get out of it, don't worry) you'll end up a much happier and better person. And I'm not just speaking of my own experiances, I've had friends go through the same difficulties, it's among the hardest phases in life, but I think most, or a least a fraction of people undergo this. It's normal for poeple to go through a period of time in their lives where they just don't care about the same things others seem to live, or even die, for. However, soon, you'll find that you've left this lost, confused piece of you behind and your life gets better than it was before this. So no, you're not insane, because if you are, then that means so many more people are as well, and I'm not willing to make a reservation at the rubber room just yet.
72613
A lot of times, people are so consumed in their own problems, they don't even realize what they are doing.  Hang in there.  I have come to realize that if we have one awesome friend, we are quite fortunate.  I am sure you still have people around you that care about you.
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First of all, I am very sorry for the loss of your friend. I know it feels like the whole world just got up and walked out of your life, doesn't it? It hasn't, just a part of it has, one that meant a great deal to you. Do you have anyone at this time that you can talk with on a regular basis? If not, then get one. It will help you grieve for your loss and be able to accept it and move on. A support group is absolutely your best option for now. Not only are you hurting inside but there are others there that are hurting just like you, as well. There are others at group therapy that know what your're going through and know of ways to offer support and help for you too.\nPlease go and seek out a support group in your area. You don't know how therapeutic talk therapy can be until you have gone to one of these meetings. It's free, and not only will you shed tears but others will be right there with you to help you and they too will shed tears. I am sure your friend would want you to move on and take care of yourself. You are also having I'm sure what is called situational depression and might need the help of a pyschiatrist right now. Call your doctor if you feel like your suicidal or if you feel like your gonna hurt yourself in anyway then call 911 and get help please. I wanna hear back from you to know your okay and gonna be alright. Think of all the good memories you had with this special person. I believe in the spirit world and I think those that have left before us are still with us just in a different way.\nTake care of you, and the best of luck to you my friend.
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Extreme tiredness, and feelings of depression. It's a long, hard road, but there is an end to it. Feel better soon xx
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I feel for you,  you sound like you are going through a terrible deppresion.   Im glad you are seeing a counsellor.  hope you continue too.   I think you need a prescription from your doctor though to help you through this.  It is so sad all the trama you have been through in such a short time.   I am not preaching but I will definetly say a prayer for you I think you might need help from every angle.   Do you have a spouse or family to talk to?\nCrying is normal but not continuous and sleeping that much is not good for you either.  You are going to have to try very hard to face this and hold yourself up and believe you can do it!\nI have had times like this and you need to get interested in something even if it is on the computer you might be able to reach out to someone else.   Please try to discourage the suicide thoughts I know it is hard but there are people who need you somewhere and that is very final.  I want nothing but the best for you so please keep in touch and let me know how you are making it through your days.       \nLife is Beautiful hon.   keep your head up and spirits higher.
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I agree with you, I also know how you feel. I used to be a cutter because of my depression but i have found better ways of dealing with the pain and sorrow. Write poetry or listen to music, try to go hang out with your friends and have a good time with them. Just keep moving on and remember that its his loss and your a strong woman/girl/lady ( i don't know how only you are so yeah.) I hope this helped.
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Yes zool, sometimes I feel very sad and loney too.  My marriage of 27 years broke up about 3 yars ago.  Then I met someone, fell in love and got engaged.  He died last September.  Since then I can't seem to "find my place."  You know, where I belong.  I moved to another state but feel like I need to go back where I came from because my children and grandchildren are there.  What is making you feel sad and lonely?  You can email me at watsoq9@yahoo.com if you like.
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I'll be your friend! Anytime! Don't worry, everyone feels like a loser at some point in their life. I used to, too. Then I kinda got over it and tried to be pestimistic at all times. I still feel like garbage sometimes, but hey, lifes good. Send me a message if you wanna talk and I'll give you my IM.
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wow! totally. i actually just posted a question because i feel depressed and i just moved to a really cold city that has long winters. part of it for me is a need for sunlight and being outdoors- less sunlight in winter and its harder to be outside so much. i am a social butterfly- but in this weather i get really hermit-like and want to be left alone. i know how you feel.
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It is normal to feel down about yourself at this age and during your life. Everyone needs someone that they can be with and vent to on occasion but besides that you need a friend.  Not just someone to talk to but a genuine friend that will laugh with you, cry with you, and be there for you when you need them to be. Not some person that is jsut there because of something you have and or could give them. First you must find what is making you feel so depressed. Once you have found that think about why you feel this way and telling yourself "I don't know" isn't the answer.  I mean who can you be honest with but yourself first, huh? I did a journal when I felt really down and that nothing was going right and then I tried this.  It helped me so much that I started letting go the bad feelings and bad thoughts and started living without a care about those thoughts again.  If you still are depressed then you may want to find out why and instead of being unhappy start thinking of what got you to this point. Everyone has to hit rock bottom before they can start climbing outta the hole. You aren't there yet but I don't want you there. I want you to be able to be happy and content with everything you do.\n\nGood luck my dear!
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I have been that lonely.  I know exactly how you feel.  Don't you wish you were in a tent were nobody could enter.  I have anxiety attacks therefore hated being with people.  Im depressed.  I thought everyone was talking about me or laughing at me.  I still hate big places and stay out of them.  I went to a doctor and am on medication.  Now I even drive.   I still get lonely sometimes but i could get out and can stand being in a party for a while.  you may have anxiety disorder with panic attacks.  good luck
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i think u need 2 get more involved in life. take up a hobby(one that involves other people), tell ur friends and family so that they  can support u through this confusing and difficult time and so that they can intervene everytime u feel a little down. u'r not alone in this world, u need 2 tell urself this everytime u start 2 feel desperate. no situation is hopeless. there are lots of people going throgh depression, so maybe u could find a support group if u dont have an understanding family. but in most cases, we tend 2 believe that our families will laugh at us or will think that we are freaks but they turn 2 be really undersatnading and caring. best of luck!!!\nps if u need a friend, mail me at shreyalovesmusic@yahoo.com. i'll be happy 2 help.
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You sound seriously depressed there. Go see the doctor and ask him about seeing a therapist and see if you need a medication increase or change. If you are feeling unwell that too will make you feel bummed out. You have alot to live for so try to get out of bed and get out and about. Exercise is a good thing for depression , especially walks. It gets your hormones going in a good way and helps to chase away the gloom. Good luck and do not settle for feeling this way. Get to the bottom of what is causing it and get some help.