my girlfriend died at my hands.. i cant live without her... i want to follow her because i want to be together with her... =[[[\nwhat should i do ??\ni want to make myself die\nSRY >> BAD GRAMMAR
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I cant even begin to imagine how you are feeling.  I know you want to follow her but would SHE want that?  I can bank that it is no.  You need to seek therapy.  You are very depressed right now.  While thats normal, you need the help to ensure you dont do anything stupid.  The pain you are going through is probably the worst you have ever felt in your life.  Take it one day at a time.  If that doesnt help, take it one minute at a time.  Talk to people.  Let them know how you are feeling just like you did here.  Never let yourself be alone right now.  But do greive her death.  Thats healthy.  You will be fine and every day it does get a little easier.  I have lost 3 kids and 3 sisters and my dad so I can relate a little.  Know that you have a friend here and you are not alone.
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Don't kill yourself (I hope you were NOT really serious and I think you weren't), kill her.  If that doesn't fit your agenda, then take sometime off from the whole "dating" thing.  Eventually you'll get tired of being alone and you'll know it's time for someone else.  Just think that gives you some time to read the rest of that book you left unread on the shelf or you could take up a new hobby.  Don't beat yourself up though, it wasn't your fault and you weren't the one cheating (which is really low).  I hope you find what your looking for.  \n\n\nOh and kudos for coming out (that takes guts)!
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HEY you. What are you doing? Killing yourself will certainly end your problems. Know this God did not place you here to wimp out! We all go through devastating times. Buck up and walk the line. You are so much better than this. You need a friend yes? IM me. I will be your friend.
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you just really need totalk to someone. i lost a frien to suicide unfortunately i was in the room when it happened. i know how hard it is. i also had to attend 23 funerals in 10 months jst a few years ago between friends and family i wasn't surei wold make it either i really felt like my world was caving in on me. the thing that got me throgh it was my husband he always talked me through things, to this day he still makes sure i don't forget thememories of those friends and family members. one other thing i did was write letters to the people i was closest to especially my mom when i was feeling as you are now. i've read them at later times some i just keep in a box. good luck and please talk to someone!
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mmm thats sounds bad... but r u sure that yr gf left you? if yes than thats not good...just  try to relex.. it will be ok
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Oh my GOD!!! That has to be the saddest story that I have ever read on here. You poor poor fella. This is for you *A great big hug* If it helps I have some nice boobs. I hope the best for you, and you have to remember that Tomorrow WILL BE BETTER!!! It has to be. You should think about dumping that skank of a ho girlfriend You deserve a lot better and you know that you do, and you should think about going to the doctor and if you need a little help there is no shame in it, I too have been cheated on and it is the worse and most horrible feeling, I had to go on Zoloft, but the good thing is that it helps and once you can come out of the fog of depression you can see more clearly. You deserve better! Get you a plan of action and figure out what you need to do, Evalute every aspect of your life... is it time for a lifestyle change... change of job, if at all possible kick her out because adding a move on top of everything is going to be more stressful, and what a B*tch to laugh at you after what you went through, find a safer jogging route... and did you ever think that maybe that guy punched you because she is banging him? I kinda wondered that when I read, because that is just too strange that a guy would punch you for NO reason, and then she laughed on top of it... Go out with some friends or family, if you don't have any... make some, you need to surround yourself with loving and caring people. Best of luck to you, and I hope that your nose isn't broken a nice guy like you doesn't deserve that. *Another big hug and maybe a  little kiss on the cheek*
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wow, now that would be a great pick up line for girls. hey gorgeous, how would you prefer to die. hehe. i'd say advance knowledge, at least gives you time to say goodbye to your loved ones.
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look in this kind of situations do what ur heart tells.I had this when my gf left me and the next day my parents died in a car crash.Do what ur heart says and it would be the right thing.
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dude dont feel bad. the same exact fuckin thing happened to me recently. were you sooo in love to where you couldnt stop thinking about her and you would take a bullet so long as it meant that she lived?  you were not wrong in any way shape or form. the best thing you can do is to forget about her no matter how bad it hurts.  it will take a while but i believe that you can do it. if you keep thinking about her its just going to get worse. if you need more advice just e-mail me.  just tryin to help. peace man
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Staying with someone because he might be suicidal is a BAD move. Do what's best for you, and don't let yourself be manipulated.  It's highly unlikely that he's going to kill himself over you. And if he does, that is not your responsibility. If you're really concerned about his safety, find some mental health resources in your area so that you can help him get the professional care he needs.
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I know she may not be able to respond but deep down I really think part of her understands. It may feel weird, but I think you should talk to her like she can understand. Just talk to her, tell her about your fun times together. Tell her your going to miss her. If you don't you will feel terrible later for it. You need to just put in your last words now before it's to late.
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killing yourself is not the answer!!!!!  if you ever think that agian go to talk theopy, or talk to your doctor about it.  i am doing those 2 things right now, and i'm taking zolof (50 mg), and i'm going through it.  u have to deal with your problems.  god doesn't give you what you can't handle.  for the past 8 years every guy i dated was a jerk, and 2 people that i know dies.  personally, what i read from you is nothing compared to my life.  my life sound much, much worse.  keep working at your job, the last thing u want is to get fired, and become even more depressed.  tell me how it went!  if you need me for anything call me on my cell- 218-988-2780.
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the heart attack was a big wake up call for you,like being slapped in the kisser with a dead mackeral....but more painful.you are now trying to see how "immortal" you can be without impinging on the next few decades of your mortality.you are looking at things in an entirely new way than before,and seeing things you just never took the time to notice before.The lonliness is understandable...only YOU experienced this terrifying event,so you need a supportive group of ppl who have lived thru your experience themselves.why wouldn't you feel weird?But you got a wake up call many ppl don't get...now you look at your kids and thank god you can throw your arms around them and still tell them you love them.You got a second chance,buddy,time is precious,live each minute,savour life as though it were a fabulous wine,don't gulp it down and be sick....sip elegantly at it....savour each precious drop.Peace!:)
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Sorry to hear that..How would you feel if the situation were reversed. Would you want him to stay in Limbo?\nPeople die everyday..it's a sad fact of life but a fact all the same..and we are all here as individuals not to love just one person..Not to have just one experience..but to experience life to the fullest..there is no guarantee you will even be here tomorrow..don't throw today away!
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Sir...I don't know how old she is or where she's from...but I must tell you when it comes to these feelings...I believe every female is the same.\nShe LOVES you...that's why she said it makes it hard for her to accept her reality of dying...But you shouldn't leave her...Do you know why she kept it a secret?  Because she loves you so much so she's afraid that telling you will make you leave.  Though she said she wished she never fell in love with you but think about it...if you were gonna die...wouldn't you feel sad and guilty that you have to leave the person you love so much?\nPlease don't leave her...I believe she needs you....As you said...she has about 3 months...you are in love with her aren't you?  Then stay with her for at least the last three months of her life!!  \nIf she didn't love you she wouldn't care about dying...it is because she loves you so much that she doesn't wanna leave you!  She doesn't want you being by yourself all lonely...that's why she said she wished she never fell in love with you...it's because she loves you a lot!\nDon't leave her!
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Just call it a bad answer, but I'd kill him. Then again I'm in a bad mood, soooooo. I suppose she should break up with him, no girl deserves to be beaten. And you, being the guy, have to take responsibility and see her once in a while. You know, like spring breaks and stuff.
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Let yourself grieve first, when your alone.  Then surround yourself with good friends and go out.  Try not to have a rebound chick cause it could make you miss her more.  Just go do things for yourself and allow yourself to grieve. LOL!  : )