she really really made me so so sad.....im so so so......i cant explain....i cant stop crying....
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Friends must forgive each other. Because everybody makes mistakes, if you stay away from everyone who disappoints you, you will end up alone, lonely and with no friends around at all.
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It will hurt you so bad for a while.  You need to try and be strong - you must care about YOU at this time.  Go out with friends, take up hobbies, read, chill out, buy clothes ..............  Maybe it would be an idea to have some counselling.  This will help you understand and deal with your feelings.  Right now you are so hurt and just cannot make sense of it all - understandable.  Time is the best healer - I know that hearing that right now doesn't help but, trust me - it is!  Mail me anytime if you wanna talk.  Chin up, take care x
86048
Your still in shock, it has not hit you yet that she is truly gone and even if you don't cry don't let people tell you, you didn't love her. Everyone has their own way of handling pain. It will take a long time to get over the hurt and pain, my grandparents have been dead over 7yrs and I still cry sometimes, but it does get easier and you just hold on to the memories and precious time's. And if you believe in God than hold tight to him and ask for his peace.
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I know she may not be able to respond but deep down I really think part of her understands. It may feel weird, but I think you should talk to her like she can understand. Just talk to her, tell her about your fun times together. Tell her your going to miss her. If you don't you will feel terrible later for it. You need to just put in your last words now before it's to late.
97257
There's nothing anyone can say right now that can make you feel better.  Know that's she's no longer in pain, and that she'd want you to carry on.  My deepest empathy to you, take care of yourself.
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ohhhh. that song is soo good. The video is really sad tooo...almost made me cry...
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Wow, I'm sorry to hear about that.  You definitely should call her right away.  I would start by telling her your heart goes out to her in this tragic time and that, as soon as you can, you will be there to assist with anything and everything she needs.  Ask her if there is anyone she would like you to contact, and anything she would like you to bring when you come to visit her.  Then make sure you follow up on everything.  Unless you've experienced the same type of lose, don't ever tell her you know how she feels, or you know what she's going through...she might take offense to something like that.
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It was interesting until I cried.
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I feel the same way right now.\nI feel like I am so sad I want to cry but too tired and burned out to bother.\nI just am really starting to hate almost everyone lately.
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That's the problem my brotha.  You need to tell her how u feel.  You sittin here and you seem to know the exact words that you want to say to her....so let me give you some advice....TELL HER HOW YOU FEEL!!!! I know from firsthand experience that when she is gone it will be the worst feeling in the world.  Talk to her when it is just you and her alone.  I promise you nothing bad will come of it.
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Yeah but I am to busy crying right now.  JK
540561
OMG!! this is amazing. i would cry if i was her
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I think she was trying to tell you that she her heart hurts!
441764
I think we all feel this way at one time or another...my famous description of myself is the b.o.n....blob of nothing lol...it is horrible to feel so low...but then,...I feel so guilty when I look around and see people so so much worse off than I am, and I wanna hit myself in the head and knock some good sense into it...I bet you have wonderful qualities, and sometimes, when it just don't seem to ever go your way..we have to step back and remember just what God gave us...and thank Him for giving us His Son,...as a sacrifice so that we CAN go on and live...Please..start remembering those things about yourself that shine and how  you can help others...and somewhere along the line, you will start to feel better..and say your prayers darling,..they will be heard...He always hears us...God Bless
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It sounds like you are a very depressed young lady. Maybe instead of talking to your mom just about the boy that you like you could tell her about how sad you have been feeling and that you feel like crying alot. You are at an age where your body and hormones are changing an awful lot and it can be too much to cope with at times. I remember my teenage years all too well!! \nIs there a counselor at your school that you could talk to? Or a teacher? I think you need to talk to someone about your feelings!
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I was about 2 ask that question! I was so sad when they killed her. :( I almost cried. ='( Why Marissa? The O.C. is gonna be soooo boring without her! Waaaaaaaah! I'm crying now!
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awww.... thats reely sad and i have suffered from the same thing!! try listening to happy music and instead of listening to depressing stuff music has a big part in depression and  not talking about it compleatly to any one and shutting your self out ,wright  how you feel or what your thinking about and it'l just get your mind off it... it works pretty good and try going to see a counceler.. even though they might not be able to know whats wrong right away you just need to talk about it to someone no matter what ,cause if you keep it all botled up inside your never gonna be able to talk or trust any one anymore.. and with you r mom she's probably just worried about yoyu i know it may seem like she's yelling and thinking your sooo dum but she's just confused on how and why you feel this way..\n and it's okay to cry .. the only thing is that if you cry too much the littlest bad news will just be like the end of the world.and dont think about it soo much just relax and pray to God to give you peace in your mind and soul.\n and ask your doctor about taking some antidepresents and then see how you feel after a while..\n\n   but you need to talk about it with someone it's not healthy phisically and mentaly. your not alone i feel the same way al ot of the time and i'm on some meds and if you want some one to talk to you can talk to me.. even though you dont know me it's just good to talk about it with some one .and parents they wont understand compleatly but they just want you to be okay so wright a letter to you r mom telling how you feel and stuff..