The horrible things that are happening in my life right now are too much for me to deal with.  I can't concentrate, I feel sick all the time, my heart feels like it is going to explode, I cry all the time.  I "lost it" the other day and almost did something really bad.  God said he would not give us more than we can handle, but I can't handle this. I feel like I'm going to die or lose my mind from all this mental torture.  People DO go crazy or kill themselves(don't worry, I'm not gonna kill myself, that's a one way ticket to hell) when things get too hard.
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Praying doesn't work.\n\nGo seek a psychiatrist or counselor for help.\n\nCheck yourself into a hospital if you feel suicidal.\n\nBe with family and friends who will support you.\n\nJust don't be alone. \n\nGo out for a walk. \n\nPlay with your pets (great emotional support), watch TV. \n\nDo something to occupy your time. Now.
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While I am terrified to die, I am a little  more than curious about what happens(if anything),after you die. My brain cannot grasp the fact that I am going to die, that is just bizarre!   I am so not ready.
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When people persecute me for my faith I feel shot down and I feel like the world has just crashed down on my head. But I know that that is the work of the Devil to make me feel powerless, and even though devil laughs at me everytime I am persecuted, God is blessing me for my Faith. My preacher always says that if the Devil is tempting you and giving you a bad time than you must be doing something right. And my Pastor is right, and I would rather have people persecute me for doing something good for God than have them leave me alone for me not following God. I would rather have the devil give me a bad time for doing the right things than for the devil to leave me alone for not doing what I need to do for God. I don't want an easy life of not following God and go to Hell, I want the Devil to give me a bad time that way I know I am doing the Will Of GOD!!!
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Hi,just to let you know YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE!WE all go through the rough times in life "belief me".I have been through it all I have also felt the same way.I have felt as if "why me""not again"BUT through it all I have to honestly say it has made me a stronger person.I guess that's why they say that life is like a roller coaster...you have your ups & downs.I know right now it might seem as if everything is caving in on you...STOP,BREATH,TAKE CONTROL,How? by saying well 1st IM ALIVE 2nd LOOK AROUND NOTICE ALL THAT YOU HAVE AND HOW FAR YOU HAVE COME 3rd START BEEN THANKFULL FOR ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING & NEVER FORGET THAT A PRAYER WILL GO A LONG WAY.this is something I look @ every so often it says...Have FAITH in yourself and always do your BEST.Watch your THOUGHTS;they become your WORDS.Watch your WORDS;they become your ACTIONS.Watch your ACTIONS;they become your HABITS.Watch your HABITS;they become your CHARACTER.Watch your CHARACTER;it becomes your DESTINY...I pray this will help a little.I WISH YOU WELL!!!
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I think that if you dont feel ok its okay death and hard situations are all apart of life we just have to cope with them and ask god to help us through these obstacles of life just stay positive and keep your head up and you will be okay just take one day at a time and try to relax take care and I hope all goes well for you
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man, i feel bad for you. you're playing on the wrong team. God is so real. it seems like everyday he's proving himself (to me anyway). i mean there are times i look back and it could have only been God that got me through. God gives me peace, protection, and he is a great provider. My first year in college I didn't have a job or a dime to my name, but God made a way for me. He made is so that I was never hungry, and that I never wanted for anything. to you God might be an "invisible friend" but for me he is my best friend. the bible is a guide that tells us how to live. and if people live right they dont have to fear God. he gave his only son for us, do you really think that he wants to destroy us? to cripple us with fear? No, thats not him, he is loving. I'm sorry if you feel that God has failed you, or that he's not real, because you're missing out.
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what bothers me is being and feeling trapped by my past and my old ways of thinking. i cant seem to get it all toghether. i know that i will because God has me in his hands. he is the reason everything else is ok its just that in the meantime it is stressfull fighting this same old battle.
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a few times in life i felt at the end of my rope but when that happens I just tie a knot and hang on until it gets better. Now when my daughter was killed last year i really though i was going to die that day not kill myself as i have other kids and grand kids to be here for but just felt i was going to die right then and there my heart was so broke and it is just now starting to mend a little it will be 1 year on the 8th of Dec. but i am still standing please hang on when it gets rough tie that knot and grab hold it will get better God bless you
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Yes,  its disturbing to me, but not for the same reasons. I feel sadness for everyone involved. The murderer, the murdered, and the families and friends of all of them. This is a tragedy for everyone involved. I am also concerned about you. If you have thoughts like this, and are aware that they are dangerous, please get help, now, before you do something impulsive that will destroy many lives. I don't want you to be part of another tragedy. Do you know where to get help? If you want more information please feel free to e-mail me, and I can give you resources if you are in the US. Don't wait. You are miserable now, living in fear of what you might do. Don't  let it get any worse. I'll be thinking of you. Take care.
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Ah, dear sweet mother that you are, don't you know that as much as you love your daughter, that God loves her all that much and more?  He will grant her peace.  He will show her how much you love her, and help her to understand if there was any unresolved issues between the 2 of you, and come to a certain peace about it.  \n\nYou say she was bipolar.  If this ever caused her to do things that were questionable, I think God would not ever hold those things against her.  Please do not worry over her salvation or anything like that.  God is not so cruel.  Would you ever send your daughter to a place of torment?  Of course not!  And God will not either!  That is pure and simple.\n\nLosing a daughter is the hardest loss that anyone on earth probably ever has to face.  I cannot even comprehend it.  You are feeling totally natural things.  Do not feel guilty for the way you feel.  I wish I could give you some kind of magic words that would ease your suffering.  But I do not know them.  Please know that even now, I am crying for you.  Tears are blurring my vision now!  I feel so sad for you.  And I do not even know you.  But I can tell you are hurting, and that you truly truly were a good mother, even if you are unsure of it right now.  I will pray for you.  Do not feel ashamed to seek counseling in this situation.  No one could be prepared for the loss you've endured.  I bet some counselling may help.\nAnd I'll pray for you.\n\nGod bless you and give you peace.
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wow I feel so connected to you right now cause i feel exactly the same way.  When i find myself in a situation where suicide becomes an option I always think about the people around me, how everyone goes through bad times (and probably worse than those I'm going through) and ask God for comfort and help...and he always answers. ;)
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I am truly so sorry that you are having these experiences. You certainly have been given a burden to bear.\n\nYour Mother was correct......as far as she went.  However, she like many people, didn't go far enough.\n\nWe have prisons, mental hospitals , and many other places full of people that were given more than they could bear.\n\nBut please, do not think this is a message of doom and gloom. It is not.  It is a message of Hope, Strength and Experience.\n\nYou Mothers saying, as it should be is.....\n\nGod will never give you more than you can bear in a day, IF you share your burden with Him!  For NO BURDEN is too heavy for Him to carry.\n\nAgain, I am truly sorry you are going through this.  I wish the Love and Light of God to shine upon you.
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I'm sorry for what you're going thru.  Life is tough and this may sound tough but try it.\nStop focusing on yourself.  Stop feeling sorry for yourself.  It's okay for awhile, but you're never going to feel good if you can't stop thinking about you.  Pray and cry, but then wipe your eyes, blow your nose and look around.  Who needs help?  Who else needs prayer?  What can you do for others?  If you're going through a tough time it's the perfect opportunity to help another get through their tough time.  Selfishness breeds discontement.  Love elevates one another and helps us see beyond our own situation.  And when you reach out, others are going to reach back to you with open arms.  And you won't feel alone any more.
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You're just going through a hard time right now. You wouldn't be here with out your parents and God all mighty as your creator. and you are surely loved by all of them ! if you are having suicidal thoughts PLEASE don't do anything like that. your family and friends then suffer for the rest of their life aching for you missing you and wondering WHY. I Know I have lost siblings to suicide. talk to a teacher a minister.your parents your doctor or anyone who can help you. given medication and time you will feel TONS better. Get moving as hard as that may sound get up and get busy go hang with some positive influence friends or family. do anything except sit there and let depression win. You are stronger than that.need a friend to talk to ? email me @ granpamma@yahoo.com Lots of people who don't even know you care. LIFE DOES GET BETTER !!! you are still young and haven't even got to really make your own life what you want it to be. the possibilities are endless and LIFE IS WHAT WE MAKE OF IT ! if you are doing drugs or alcohol STOP IT ......that causes major depression and Life does suck when you put that kind of crap in your body ! Love to you ! I will pray for ya !Best of Luck !
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Baby that  will hurt, please don't do that, you need to talk to some one who will give good advice and listen to your problems, Do you love the Lord, I hope so because When I have no one to talk to I call on him, He is the only one that helps me thru and in a way of his own he may send someone to me to help or give me an answer to my problem, Honey God Works in amazing ways, just ask him to help you and sincerely know and believe, I promise He will help.  I now how you feel,  a time before I thought about ways of taking my life but the Lord stopped me and I know that if he helped me out of my depression, that he will do the same for you.  God Bless You.
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You and she are in my prayers.  I had a really awesome best friend who went into a diabetic coma in her sleep (she was type I DM) a few years ago and never came to.  I know the feelings you are experiencing and only God can comfort those who suffer because He truly knows their hearts and what is going on.  I pray you are able to find comfort =)
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Hey sweetie...we all grieve in our own way and  our own timing. You are not a horrible person, it is very normal the way you feel.  I Praying can give you and your family strength, it  helps to get through these times, even if you do not believe in God but a higher power.  Talking to whom ever is willing to listen helps with the grieving. You are entitled to feel whatever you are feeling and then know you will get past it.  A simple I love you MOM when she comes back will be enough...and you will find that words will come that you didn't even think of.  Bless you and your family.