manic/depression,schizoid anti-social personality disorder,narssissistic disorder,psychotic personality disorder-\n\ni have a very passive/aggressive personality ,both sides very extreme.\n\ni want to join the special forces and be a goverment assassin
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I guess if you slip through the cracks you can join.  But I'd be prepared for the "Section 8."
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Some people with various mental disorders seem to be talking to themselves as in the case of schizophrenia but these people hear voices so they may actually be talking to the voices.  Also people with multiple personality disorder seem to talk to themselves, but it is actually their alter personalities talking.  Hope this clarifies things.
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I think that is Multiple Sclerosis. There are many websites and associations for patients and their falimy members,just use search engine.\n\nThe other you mentioned: at http://www.transpersonal-web.com/bipolar-mental-illness.shtml
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With the up and down days(extreme) it really sounds like you are bipolar. I would address that issue before looking into other aspects of your personality. See a professional. If you don't know where to go consult your doctor, s/he may know a good one to go to. Good Luck.
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the unsecured and introverted\n\n:> peace\n.
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First off Schizophrenia is a hereditary condition. There is often a trigger for the first episode but your friend could have slipped you stuff every day of your life and if you did not have the genetics for Schitzophenia you would not have developed it. \n\nNor could you choose to develop such a dehabilitating condition. It is in your genetics. Not something you decide to do one day. Somebody blaming you for having episodes is like blaming you for being born with two arms. It just happened, it's not something within your control. \n\nThe military of course had to discharge you. If you were to have an episode while at a machine gun many lives could be lost. Key charactoristics of Schizo behavior is paranoia and hallucinations. Would be quite easy to confuse American troops or Iraqi civillians as insurgents during an episode. \n\nI'm not sure that your community is shunning you for being discharged as much as for you being Schizo. Remember a key defining aspect is paranoia. So many of those who have "shunned" you might have not started out that way but are reacting more to your assumptions about them than anything else. Even in modern society there is a big stigma on Schizophrenics.  While on meds the worst is controlled. Off meds you will be an unpredictable and potentially dangerous disruption. Schizos are notorious for burning down houses, committing random acts of violence and other destructive behavior. Not intentionally but because of paranoid delusions. Schitzos are also well known for getting off their meds because of the severe and frequent side effects of the meds. \n\nI would suggest moving to a more tolerant community and one that's going to help you stay on your meds.  That is the key.  Your life is pretty much over if you wind up getting into the cycle many Schitzos get into with on the meds, then off, then into an institution, then back out strait to the streets. Then eventually back on the meds, then rebuilding something of a life then getting off the meds and destroying that life. Back to an institution to start the whole cycle over again.  \n\nYou qualify for disability and should get on disability. You alway want to build safeguards into your life that enforce you taking your meds. Your meds are your lifeline to society. They are your ability to function and avoid the misery that charactorizes the lives of most Schizos. Most important, your actions when in a state of extreme paranoid delusion may take an innocent life and that will haunt you the rest of your days. So taking your meds is crucial. Staying on them is crucial. You need to build a life that forces you to stay on those meds. That allows for problems which will occasionally come out even while on your meds. Sounds like where you are at right now is a bad place to be. That it will only increase your problems. That is the LAST thing you want.  Low key, low pressure environment is what you want to set up. A certain amount of regimentation. A group empowered to keep you on your meds, get you help when you fall of the meds and watch over your stuff if your locked up for a time. Some folks you can trust even through the paranoia. That will take the effort to make sure your staying on your meds. That you will listen too when they say take your meds. \n\nYou have a hard road ahead of you. I do not envy you. I've watched others go through it. I would not wish it on anyone. Heed my advice and you can save yourself a great deal of sorrow.  The mechanisms of your disease are finally starting to be understood and one day there is hope for a real cure. Until then your meds are your crutch. Your lifeline to the world and a semblence of normalcy and happiness.
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Go see a Doctor, Therapist, Psychologist, etc, and he/she can help you with those questions, if it's that serious.
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Probably Sinthyia.  I enjoy her intellect, and I find she is a lot like me - She tries to be considerate of the beliefs of others, but sometimes it is just too hard!\n\nI also think I would just about die laughing if I spent a day with OFF MY MEDS.
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You are confusing schizophrenia with Dissociative Identity Disorder (what used to be called Multiple Personality Disorder).  And no, all the personalities wouldn't.  Plus some of the personalities are probably men so they wouldn't PMS at all.
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1. I make my own clothing and many people admire me for it.\n2. I'm afraid to say I love my boyfriend.\n3. I'm a very self concious person, but my friends wouldn't know because I'm the one always encouraging them.\n4. I want to direct movies or be a drummer in a metal band\n5. I always say I hate being short, but in truth, I like it because my bf thinks it makes me cuter and I can make people reach things for me\n6. I day dream about creative ways to kill my enemies.\n7. I love to sing, and am actually a good singer but I get embarassed when I do it in front of people...unless I'm drunk.\n8. I'm a sado-masochist. I broke my friends arm and pretended to be sorry, but in truth I liked hearing him in pain.\n9. Although many of my friends say I'm "gothic", I can dance as good as the girls in rap videos.\n10. I love going to raves
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Interesting, that could be a part of it. I think that people who have these tendencies and are incapable of fitting in or functioning in normal society tend to gravitate toward places like the military or priesthood because it offers them an escape from the rest of the world. They can hide behind collar or camouflage (or clown make up).
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im a cancer\numm-i like girls that are outgoing and reserved at the same time...being able to switch at different times.\nand i like aggressive girls cuz im a shy guy\nhope that helps
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This sounds like schizophrenia or obsevissive compulsive disorder or both.  I would recommend seeing a psychologist.
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Go to a doctor.  You sound manic depressive to me.
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Psychotic is not equal to insane.  From what you wrote you do not sound insane.  As for psychotic:  Are you seeing or hearing things that aren't there?  Do you have delusions (beliefs that are factually not true, such as that you are the President)?  Are you paranoid to an extreme level?  If you answered no to all those questions, you are not psychotic.\n\nIt sounds more like you walk your own path that diverges from "normal" - which is good, since "normal" is boring.
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there's a book with that in it called "dead girls dont write letters"\n\nbut that is just a book for entertainment. i think you should probably see a doctor if that's actually happening to you. it isnt really healthy to adopt other people's personalities. invest in being your own person.
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You really need to send him to a good psychiatrist. This is something that is really dangerous. If he gets too crazy, he might turn out like one of those kids who kills people at school or their parents.