Do I have Depersonalization? What are the symptoms?
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the word is stigmatized this could be where you've been trying unsuccessfully to remove all your doubts, and if you can how will this happen or what if that happened , we all have the same crises and every time we do it wears us down so be uplifting to your self as the man who is going to get you through all the tough times and there are not schools out there for some of the people some of the time, you have to be there for your self all the time so it is hard some times to stay focused enjoy life you don't have this choice your making it will defeat your worst efforts but not your best efforts, we do allot of ups and downs this way every day too
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This sounds like a feeling I get every now and then.  I never told the doctor about it but I do suffer from panic and anxiety disorder.
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Actually, it sounds like you're having anxiety attacks.  The symptoms of anxiety attacks often mimic heart attack symptoms and can, therefore, be really frightening.  It's sad that there's a doctor who doesn't seem to take you seriously and who makes you feel like you're just imagining your symptoms.  My advice is to find another doctor and specifically ask about anxiety.  There are medications that can help.
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feel at ease\ntalk to a psychiatrist\nor visit\nwebmd.com
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sure, you could have OCD, or an anxiety disorder, or a number of other conditions.  the symptoms you've listed are classic signs of OCD (washing, counting), but are also signs of other problems. you seem very troubled by it all, so it's probably serious, and seems to interfere with your daily life, so you should get professional help right away. if you're not sure who to go to, ask your doctor for suggestions. it sounds like you're a minor, so your parents will need to pay the bills and consent to any treatment, but you still have privacy, they'll only know what you want them to. talk to them about it, then go to a psychiatrist. it might help if you take a copy of your question, and write down anything else that you notice, when you go.  sometimes, it's hard to remember everything, and will be easier if you have a lot written down. be open when you talk with the therapist, and on any tests that you take to come to a diagnosis. it's important that you get help soon, the longer you go without it, the more serious your problem can become.  OCD can also lead to depression, self-harm, etc. so get help soon.\nBest of luck to you!\nadditional information that may be helpful:\n"Obsessive-compulsive disorder is a common mental illness in which people feel burdened by unwanted thoughts or forced to repeat troublesome actions. Unwanted thoughts, called obsessions, often include unreasonable fear of dirt or germs. Another common obsession involves fear of losing control and hurting oneself or others. Many patients also feel a need to perform repeated actions, called compulsions, to prevent harmful events. Some wash their hands excessively to avoid infection. Unreasonable repetition of everyday routines--for example, checking that faucets or stoves are turned off--is also common. \nMost people have certain routines and habits that they find comforting. For example, a person may like to get dressed or prepare for bed in a certain way. But most people can change their routines when the need arises. People with obsessive-compulsive disorder feel trapped and unable to change, even though they know that their obsessions and compulsions are unrealistic. \nMany experts believe that obsessive-compulsive disorder involves an imbalance in serotonin, one of the brain's most important messenger chemicals. Doctors may treat the disorder with medicines that correct serotonin levels. People may also be helped by behavior therapy, which teaches patients ways to resist their unreasonable thoughts and actions."\n\n"Anxiety disorders are mental illnesses in which a person experiences excessive and unreasonable fear and anxiousness. They include (1) panic disorder, (2) obsessive-compulsive disorder, (3) generalized anxiety, and (4) phobias...Obsessive-compulsive disorder is characterized by illogical and uncontrollable thoughts or impulses that result in obsessions or compulsions. Obsessions are persistent thoughts that the person considers senseless or terrible but cannot ignore. The most common obsessions include thoughts of committing violent acts or becoming infected by germs. Compulsions are actions performed again and again with little purpose, such as repeated handwashing or counting objects. \nPeople with compulsions sometimes believe their actions will produce or prevent some future event. For example, a girl may believe her father will die if she does not perform a series of ritualistic actions each day. People with compulsions usually realize the senselessness of their behavior and do not enjoy performing the repetitive rituals. In severe cases, the compulsion becomes the person's major activity and thus prevents the individual from leading a normal life...Generalized anxiety is a persistent fear without obvious cause that lasts 6 months or longer. Its symptoms include muscle tension, nausea, rapid heartbeat, and hot or cold spells. People with generalized anxiety constantly worry that something te
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It does sound like an anxiety disorder, particulary panic disorder. Not knowing more about you, though, it makes it difficult to give a specific answer. \n\nThere is effective treatment for this disorder, so you should talk with your physician and/or a psychologist or psychiatrist. You can feel a lot better after treatment. Read about it:\n\nhttp://www.nimh.nih.gov/HealthInformation/panicmenu.cfm\n\nhttp://www.webmd.com/content/article/60/67106?z=2951_00000_0000_rl_01
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Many  people experience what  your going through, but not many people talk about it.\n Back in  olden times they  called your experience a "night Hag" That paralyzing feeling caused  by "Her sitting on your body and  holding you down"  \nIt's a  thing of child hood past... not many people talk about that theory anymore, although it is in  some books!\n\nNow, as far as going to a Dr.  It may be a good Idea to talk to him..he might want to do  some tests, but most likely he will tell you it's normal and to not worry about it..it happens to everyone..I've had it happen many times!! It is not a fun experience..usually it will go away right away.. the longest  one i have had is like  a few minutes actually!!! THAT WAS AWFUL!!! \n\nwhen it happens to me it's helpful to relax and stay calm.. i  usually imagine my self "fighting it off" and that  usually works.   try moving your upper body  before anything else that has always seemed to help me out too.  if anything talk to your Dr. if you feel necessary..then try looking it up and doing a little research  who knows what  you might find!!
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Sort of. Sometimes I know when i'm dreaming and I try to wake myself up but I feel like I can't move or talk. I'll lay there for a few minutes struggling with myself until I finally snap out of it abruptly. It's really strange.
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http://www.depersonalization.info/overview.html\n\nThe above may shed some light as to where to find some help. Not much is known about this disorder. It is a very long article with some places showing which studies , medications that help some , also who is doing research on this.\nAs a minister I encourage you to also place this is Gods hands. He can help give you the strength to deal with the problem you have.\nneed to talk e me.
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You are describing two Psychological phenomena known as Depersonalization and derealization. Usually happen to people under stress, watching themselves from outside, helps them dissociate from the experience, and makes it less stressfull. I guess in your case, you learned how to bring it on in other states of mind as well.
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It is very clear that you desparately need psychotherapy and possibly mediation. In my oh-so-humble, non-medical opinion it sounds like you have schizophrenia.  Please, please, please go get help.  You need medication.
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It might be that you have synaesthesia of some form:\n\nhttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synaesthesia#Clinical_description
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Regarding responses you've already received...Schizophrenia, Schizoaffective, and Bipolar Disorder are probably not what's going on.  The symptoms you describe sound much more like Borderline Personality Disorder to me.  Google it, go find it on WebMD, whatever...just check it out and see if the descriptions sound familiar.  No matter what you choose to do, the most reasonable and sensible course of action is to first see your regular doctor to rule out any physical illnesses that could be producing your symptoms (i.e., problems with your pituitary, thyroid or adrenal glands, etc.).  Next, if your doc doesn't find evidence of any physical causes, have him/her refer you to a psychologist or counselor for evaluation.  Jumping to conclusions and trying to diagnosis yourself is just asking for trouble especially if you're already depressed - you'll end up thinking you have every symptom of every horrible illness you hear or read about! :)  Go seek answers and help from competent professionals who have actually spent years of their lives learning about how to diagnose and treat illnesses.  That's what they went to school for - so the rest of the population can pick their brains and get answers when they need them without having to do all the studying themselves! :)
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well what symptoms do  u have
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Do you get enough sleep? Eat well? USe drugs/alcohol? If you're healthy then see a psychologist and psychiatrist. This may be a symptom of a variety of psych disorders but I can't say which ones unless I know more symptoms. You need to do exercises to help you feel grounded and do some mindfulness exercises as well. A therapist can help with that.
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Have you had any panic attacks? \n-Sweating\n-Shaking\n-Racing thoughts\n-Choking feeling\n-Trouble breathing\n-Racing heart beat\n\nYou might...talk to your doctor about it.  If you feel constantly in anxeity there could be a deeper root or you could be developing or have anxeity disorder.  Call your doctor and talk to him about it
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I think you have anxiety attacks.....or maybe if related to social situations it's social phobia. \nSymptoms are:\nRepeated episodes of intense fear that strike often and without warning. \nChest pain \nHeart palpitations \nShortness of breath \nDizziness \nAbdominal distress \nFeelings of unreality, and fear of dying \nFatigue \nTrembling \nMuscle tension \nHeadache \nNausea \n\nAre some social situations bothering you? Do you feel all these symptoms? If so, don't feel scared...you just gave a name for it, but it is curable so you better find some psychologist to talk to, he would find a good way to over come this. My fiancee suffers from social phobia, and it isn't easy but he is battling it and now feels much better :) If you have social phobia, visit this site, i think it could help you a lot:\nwww.socialanxietysupport.com\nAnd if you need someone to talk to, feel free to write me an email:\nlina_girl06@yahoo.com\n\nGood luck! And hang in there!