My safe place appears to be dysfunctional.?
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It sounds like You would totally benefit from meditation. You are not one in body mind and spirit and these people(representations of self) are yearning to come together as one. Really. I'm just a normal mom who is finding myself after a long scilence also. The yellow represents you need to face the reason why u despise yellow and facing your fears of all kinds is the only way to overcome them. It is very hard @ first, but once done, easy to do again and again because it makes you feel so free!!! the people you see are representations of you. You need to work on bringing them together as one. The hag represents your fear of future pain, the girl represents childhood happiness.(innocence) Even if u weren't happy all the time then, and the happy lady represents you facing some kind of fear that involved yellow. close your eyes, breathe in thru nose out thru mouth fill whole chest w/ air on intake and expell& relax on exhale. think of this concern and visualize the dream, but this time you can control it. Now have them come together as one by holding hands or hugging. Now, the hag all-together if this is too much to handle. just send her on her own journey in your mind and tell yourself thats not you and will never be. it might take a while and alot of emotions will surmount, but the key to success w/ this is believeing before seeing as in all things. As soon as you get scared if u do, just relax your mind for a few seconds &  comtinue. we don't need 200,000 years of thearpy if we just believe we can do it--- we can. It really is as simple as that. All the answers to many concerns you've had will automatically come to you and it will take a little bit, but be miraculius!!! read- up on meditation and spirit healing online. This saved my life!!! Warm regards, JEN\nAlso this means you can't come together as child and adult. the glass wall is you not SUBCONCIOSLY letting your inner child be in your adult life which we all need to be happy. Good luck amd meditation is in the bible! god bless and keep us posted. FOR REAL !O>K>???THANKS!!!
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Get help.  If you are in an unsafe situation contact the police immediately.  \n\nPlease understand that you are not the only person that this is happening to.  \n\nYou should speak to someone you can trust.  I would start with your mom and then move on to your grandparents, teachers, pastor.\n\n\nPlease comment and let us know if you are okay.
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lol you r freaking me out..you don't POSITION urself, it just happenes when the right person comes along. A few more prayers may do the trick though...lol
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PLEASE BE SURE TO READ THIS.  ANYONE LIVING IN ANY TYPE OF BUILDING THAT HAS A SLIDING GLASS DOOR. NO MATTER WHAT FLOOR!!!!!!!!!  I EXPERIENCED A TERRIBLE THING A FEW YEARS AGO AND HOPE YOU BENEFIT FROM IT.  I LIVED ON A 3RD FLOOR APT. BUILDING AND FELT SO SAFE BECAUSE I KNEW IT WAS SO EASY TO GET IN A HOME FROM THE FIRST FLOOR.  WELL IT'S NOT TOO HARD TO GET INTO A 3RD FLOOR EITHER.  I AWOKE TO A BLACK MAN STANDING IN THE DOORWAY OF MY 3RD FLOOR BALCONY WINDOW.  I DIDN'T HAVE EVEN ONE SECOND TO DO ANYTHING BUT SCREAM MY HEAD OFF!!  MY 2 YOUNG BOYS AND I HAD FALLEN ASLEEP IN THE LIVING ROOM AND I NEVER EVEN THOUGHT TO LOCK MY BALCONY, I LIVED 3 FLOORS UP.  THIS VERY HIGH MAN CLIMBED UP THE LATTICE ON THE SIDE OF THE BALCONY AND CAME INTO MY APARTMENT AND TRIED TO RAPE ME, STOLE MY VIDEO CAMERA AND THEN BELIEVE IT OR NOT ABOUT A YEAR AGO I WAS WATCHING A TV SHOW AND SAW THAT THIS SAME MAN HAD BEEN DOING THIS ALL OVER THE PLACE AND USUALLY RAPED THE WOMAN!!!  HE LIKED IT WHEN I FOUGHT BACK, SO I DIDN'T FOR A MOMENT, THINKING THAT THAT WAS EXACTLY WHAT HE WANTED AND I WAS GOING TO DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO NOT GIVE HIM WHAT HE WANTED. HE DROPED ME TO THE FLOOR AND WENT ON LOOKING AROUND FOR THINGS TO TAKE. HE WAS ARRESTED DUE TO THE REPORTS THAT THE OTHER WOMAN GAVE THE POLICE.  DON'T BE CAUGHT OFF GUARD BY FEELING SAFE BECAUSE YOU ARE HIGHER UP ON THE 3RD FLOOR 'OR HIGHER'.
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Funny, you had no problem in the past meeting new people, so why would you have a problem now...you have built a silly box to live in. Open the box and get out of it. Only you are keeping you a prisoner, not him. Not very smart.
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Yes, safe houses do not discriminate.  I have included a link to a list of agencies that may be able to help you.  I hopes things get better for you.  Good luck and stay safe.\n\nhttp://dmoz.org/Society/People/Women/Issues/Violence_and_Abuse/Domestic_Violence/
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Sounds like a stalker setting you up.  I would keep watching out the window.\n\nCoach
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I would suggest, from safe mode, you run a reallly good anti virus and also an anti spyware program.  You may have been infected with something.
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"Google" that and get some professional advice.\nThis isn't the place to learn about dysfunctions.
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I know of only one free counseling site, on blogsource, I think it's "Christian Counselor". \n\nYou are able to get out, maybe you just haven't figured out that you CAN.  You are an adult and can make your own choices to leave or stay. \n\nProtect yourself, be smart, get help and if necessary call the police for help to escort you out of a place that is dangerous.
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You have a very valid point, but I hope you don't get blown up for finding fault....check your door twice before going to bed tonight..a suicide bomber may be lurking close by ;-)
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Sound like your computer is running in the (safety mode) Try running your antivirus software to check for viruses as something is putting it in the safty mode.
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I would say get out of there as fast as you can! Leave and go find a different place to stay! My prayers are with you, Please be safe! Cuidado!
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I do not know your circumstances, but perhaps you need to apply for public assistance.  They may be able to help with with emergency assistance and then provide you with monthly assistance.  Other than this I really don't know what else to say.  If I knew more of your circumstances maybe I could help you better.  Stay sate.
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Oh Hun my heart goes out to you re the temp. housing...been there done that...............right as for your RIGHTS, this is gonna be bad news but you dont have any..............the thing is it is actually wrote into the local councils guidelines that NO ONE should remain in temp. housing for longer than 6 weeks.......so where did that leave me nearly two years later STILL in the same place..................my HONEST opinion is make waves but in a sensible way.....for instance what council area are you in..why are you in temp. housing etc .please please feel free to email me OFF this so I can give you specifics that I really dont think should be put on here as they are too personal OK.\n\nGood Luck
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Try doing it in new locations.  Maybe somewhere that is sort of public but not.  Sneak off somewhere for a quickie.
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