Will you tell me your Romance or Tradegy?
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I am defined by suffering, knowing pain and grief help me to endure the hopelessness that plagues the world. When I was two my parents divorced and my father went far away, disappearing from even the courts. When I was three my mother lived with an abusive boyfriend who strangled me and tried to kill me several times. He burned all of my baby pictures and possessions and my mother left and moved in with my grandparents. Years later my mom met my stepfather who was a really great guy at first. After he got over his cancer he began to drink and he grabbed me by my neck and held me off the ground before dropping me right before I died. I went to live with my grandparent's and fell into a Permanent depression that even medication couldn't help me out of.\n\nI was picked on every day of my school life, beaten up by groups of kids on a daily basis, had my arm broken and had stitches six times. The school finally said that my being beat up every day was a danger to the other kids and they asked me to leave. I fell into a deep depression and became suicidal, I came close to death on six occasions as I died to die. Unrelated, I contracted a deadly disease called Viral Meningitis, they did not catch it as an early stage and said that it was likely I would die. I suffered minor brain damage, which was unfortunate because the only thing going for me was the fact that I had a extraordinary intellect for someone my age. I still function above normal, but not to the extent I once did.\n\nAfter the hospital, I found my faith, embraced the goddess and began to secretly worship my own version of the Wiccan faith. Later I found out that my personal faith belonged to others too, that my own idea that the divine must be feminine was not isolated to me. Yet for the time my solitary faith kept me from suicide and depression, and I wanted to live again. A High Priestess spoke with me during this time, she helped me feel good about myself and told me "Take your greatest weaknesses and make them into your greatest strengths". So while I had always had talent in math and science, I began to learn more and more about english, studying hard and soon It became my best subject, and I enjoy every moment that I spend learning more about it.\n\nWhen I was sixteen, I was picked up in Boston and raped by a twisted man. This was devastating and I found that there is almost no counseling for male rape victims. I wasn't the only one, I know of a few others that were raped by this particular man, but they were all young girls. I guess to a Pedophile gender isn't at all what its about.\n\nDespite my sufferings, I am now in college, I study hard and I am training to be a teacher, I want to someday help out someone who was in my position. I want to save those that have lost all hope and let them know that not all the world is hatred and chaos.\n\nMy faith carries me though the days, the good ones and the bad and I thank the goddess for every day that I have ahead of me, for I would surely be dead if it was not for her guidance.
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Finally a question worth answering!\n\nBlue Valentine!\n\nSmall Change a close second.
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Tell her.  Turn the tables...wouldn't you want to know?
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what are u talkin about?
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and what would you like to talk about?
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Okay.  What do you wanna hear?
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when you find out, let me know . .hehe
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SHOW ME YOUR PIC AND TELL ME MORE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS AND ...I'LL LET YOU KNOW...
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go to love and romance
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Romance (mystery)\nSeaman\nOriginal (red or brown)\nLaventine\nBlack stone
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Ya like we're going to tell?\n\nI'll tell you mine if you tell me yours!
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what's your business about? Give details
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iono but i wanna know
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Yes.\nDrop me a line.
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can u tell me your name first? then i'll tell u
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What do you want to talk about?
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Are you planning to begin a relationship May?