somedays i comtimplate suicide.. is this normal?
349790
This is a serious thought you are having...it is a symptom of depression, I strongly suggest you see your Dr. or a psychologist as soon as possible..these thoughts are not arbitrary and do not usually go away on their own.
877389
Before you kill yourself, give yourself a chance. The military has some kind of counseling. It's usually always darkest right before things get better. I get depressed to and think about killing myself, but I'm glad I havent done that. Good things are coming I promise, you just need to be patient. Now do me a huge favor and talk to a professional. It's free for you.\n\nDo you see how many people in here care about what happens to you?
729888
When I was 15, my mom (god bless her) was brutally murdered. I was angry, suicidal, super emotional. So is suicide normal. . . All I can say is that the best advice I was given is this; the pain of the death of a loved one never goes away. It changes, you learn how to live with it. I never thought the post traumatic stress would end but it did. Please find someone you can trust and let it out. You can even e-mail me through Q&A. My heart really goes out to you. You are not alone!
1048891
I get like that alot myself and have actually attempted it w/out success...but killing yourself over a job is crazy...actually killing yourself over anything is crazy...your brain gets stuck and it seems like only solution is...DEATH...but that is totally wrong ....when I feel better about whatever reason I want to kill myself, I see that...but when your brain is messed up you really don't think right...so get on w/ life by following a new path
601518
It is very common for people to feel guilty for asking for help. Many people feel like they are just trying to 'act sick for attention' or whatever.  I believe that you want help and think you need it. You are not acting and not just seeking attention even if that is what part of you might be whispering.  I don't know you, but it sounds like you are having a very awful time right now and I really do believe that you are of great importance to those around you even if that doesn't remotely seem true.  Heck, I happy to even have you here to be typing to you.  Death is just too final.  You are taking antidepressants so perhaps these feelings of suicide are coming from the mood disorder you are suffering from.  It is nothing to be ashamed of! many many people suffer from things like this.  Believe me that it can and will get better! This is just one phase of your life and you have so much more joy to confront as you continue to move through life.  Seek help.  Call up a help hotline, they can be very helpful.\n\nHelp is out there.  I hope i have done a bit to help you. It is not much, but I don't want you to keep the world from having someone as special as you.\n\nAlso, I don't know how old you are, but younger adolescents sometimes react poorly to antidepressants and it can make them suicidal.  Call up your doctor.  Find the number and just call him yourself if you don't think your mom will help.  This may or may not be the case, but something to ask your doctor about.\n\nI will hope and pray that you will come to know how much of a joy you are to the world and that you will get past this and find out that this was a rough patch.... very rough.. but has passed.  It will pass. Find help and believe you can get past this.
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First whatever I say don't take it to heart. I would hate to say something that would make it worse. This seems to be a very sensitve subject and I don't want you to necessarily follow what I say. Visit your guidance counselor or one of your teachers. Do you have any friends that you do trust? Really the best thing you can do is talk to someone. Find someone you trust enough to let into your life or your situation. Whenever you feel suicidal it is always helpful to talk to someone you trust or who knows you. I feel for you and will pray for you. And I'm sorry about whats going on .
1136835
Been there, done that, it will pass, have faith and perhaps see a doctor.  You seem to be depressed.
899821
I want you to remember something okay?  suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.  no matter what the situation, it is not worth ending your life over.  and alcohol is only going to make things worse because it's a depressant.  so it's going to make you more depressed.  please leave it alone.  and please don't cut.  I know you feel like it helps, but in the long run it only hurts you.  you are worth so much more than you think you are.  and you matter.  sweetheart, God loves you, and He will give you the strength you need to get through whatever problems that you may face in your life.  and He will get you through this difficult time in your life now.  you say that you have no where to turn, and you can't get your medication.  the thing that you need to do right now is to go to the emergency room at the nearest hospital and tell someone that you need help and why you need it.  you won't be turned away in your condition.  they will get you the help that you need getting your medications and everything.  they will also appoint you a social worker who will help you and give you support.  your social worker can also help you by checking into places for you to live, getting your medications for you, and getting you into support groups where you can discuss your issues with others who are going through what you are going through.\nplease go to the hospital now, and ask for help.  just don't worry about anything, it will all be taken care of.  you just concentrate on getting better.\nand remember what I said, God loves you, and He has a purpose for your life even though you may not be able to see it right now.  you are loved.  and I will keep you in my prayers.
668071
Talk to your doctor if you want professional help.  It sounds like things are functioning the way they should, so asside from potential psychological problems, you're probably still good to go.
578109
oh, please don't consider this at all...it is an absolutely horrible thing to do. If you are considering suicide, there are hot lines to call and websites you can go to to get help. It may not seem like it, but there would be people who would miss you terribly. I read somewhere that people who try to commit suicide and don't succeed are glad they survived. It would be a terrible tragedy.
461898
Why would you want such a thing? If you want to do this, please don't! Get some professional help so you can start living life to the fullest! Nothing is worth killing yourself over. God loves and I do to. You are my neighbor.
446460
Well, I hope you don't recommend suicide.\n\nI have attempted to kill myself by drowning, hanging, crashing into something (by car), suffocating, etc.\n\nWhy? Um, hereditary mental illnesses like depression and borderline personality disorder. When I get upset, I think irrationally. I had an abusive mother (who suffers from the same illnesses but denies them), horrible grade school experiences, etc.\n\nI used to inflict harm upon myself. I would still do it but my fiance threatens to leave me if I ever do it again.
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I can understand that, but I hope it's just a passing thought. It really does always get better eventually & you wonder why you had that thought...until the next time.\n\nI think suicide is very selfish, though. The person who commits suicide doesn't think about the people they are leaving behind who sit around and go crazy blaming themselves for your selfish act.\n\nI had a male friend who committed suicide several years ago because his exgirlfriend didn't show up at a place he told her to meet him. The poor girl showed up about five minutes too late. I guess he thought she wasn't going to come. Now SHE is the one who has to blame herself forever and be scarred by that incident even though she responded to his call.\n\nAnyway, like I said, for you, I hope it's just a passing thought like I think everyone gets once in a while. If not seek help - not necessarily from a shrink - but a friend, family member - heck, even a pet. Write in a journal - there are many great ways to give yourself therapy without spending any money. Oh, and yes, I do think it is the ultimate sin - the ultimate selfish act.\n\nGood luck - I hope you find some cool ways to cope with life's injustices - you're not alone.
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i think is absolutely normal that you feel that way and you have every reason to. it also looks to me that you may need someone to talk to. so i'll give my msn so you can add me and talk when ever you need to\nlosanteojosdegaba2006@hotmail.com\nluck! ;)
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Trust me, I've been down that road and ended up spending 7 months in a psychiatric hospital. No, absolutely do not think that you are crazy. You really just need to seek help from a professional. There are many free services such as suicide hotlines that provide someone to talk to you about this. They can also provide more advice to you about resources available like discussion groups and free psychiatric consults.
1085878
You may have some depression.  Right now, just think about all of the things that are not making you want to commit suicide.  Look around the room, is your computer making you want to commit suicide, is the window making you want to commit suicide?  Doing this is a good way to refocus your attention to something more positive or at least neutral.\n\nAlso, think to yourself about positive statements that you can say to yourself in place of your suicidal thoughts.  Think about what you could say in your mind that would feel true to you.  Make a list and look at it when you're feeling suicidal.  If you feel like you need immediate help, call a suicide hotline.  Look up suicide hotline on google or in your phone book and you should find people who will give you immediate help.\n\nIn the longer term, I'd recommend that you seek treatment for your depression and/or suicidal thoughts.  A psychiatrist and a therapist can be very valuable.
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i think suicide is commitedby those who r a pessimist and do not havea stable mind