im thinking of killin myself?
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No matter how much you love her, you will not feel this way in six months' time. You are reacting to this in a very emotional way - of course - but whether to live or die is the most important decision youcan possibly make and demands to be taken on a rational level. You are not capable of making this decision now at all.\n\nBesides this, suicide is the most cowardly and selfish thing a human can do. Think about your parents, your friends, your family. They will never get over it. You will affect their lives for ever in a terrible way. They will remember you with bitterness and anger. Trust me on this, your memory will be forever tarnished. It won't matter what you've achieved. You're not only throwing the rest of your life away, but you're losing whatever life you've already had. \n\nAnd finally, killing yourself over a girl is the most weak, lilly-livered way of responding to emotional pain imaginable. People live through emotional pain a thousand times worse without resorting to suicide. I know you feel as if no-one in the history of the world has ever felt as bad as you feel right now, but you're wrong. The people you would leave behind after you pul the trigger will feel so much worse than you are feeling right now.\n\nGet over yourself. Be a man. Don't do it. Show this girl that she isn't important enough to create such devastation to yourself and your surroundings.
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Yeah, you should kill yourself now and end all the pain
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Call some on this list that can help you!\nIf you kill yourself, your dead.  Then nobody can help you, you can't even help yourself.  My brother committed suicide.  Not the best option!\n\nSuicide: Don't let despair obscure other options\nDespair and hopelessness may lead you to think about suicide. But you have other options, from weathering an immediate crisis to creating a long-term safety plan.\n\nWhen life doesn't seem worth living anymore or your problems seem insurmountable, you may think that the only way to find relief is through suicide.\n\nYou might not believe it, but you do have other options — options to stay alive and feel better about your life. Maybe you think you've already tried them all and now you've had enough. Or maybe you think your family and friends would be better off without you.\n\nIt's OK to feel bad, but try to separate your emotions from your actions for the moment. Realize that depression, other mental disorders or long-lasting despair can distort your perceptions and impair your ability to make sound decisions. Suicidal feelings are the result of treatable illnesses. So try to act as if there are other options, even if you may not see them right now.\n\nNo, it probably won't be easy. You may not feel better overnight. Eventually, though, the sense of hopelessness can lift. You can find support, appropriate treatment and reasons for living.\nWhen you need immediate help for thoughts of suicide\n\nIf you're considering suicide right now and have the means available, talk to someone first. The best choice is to call 911 or your local emergency services number.\n\nIf you simply don't want to do that, for whatever reason, you have other choices for reaching out to someone:\n\n    * Contact a family member or friend\n    * Contact a doctor, mental health professional or other health care professional\n    * Contact a minister, spiritual leader or someone in your faith community\n    * Go to your local hospital emergency room\n    * Call a crisis center or hot line\n\nCrisis centers or suicide hot lines are often listed in the front of your phone book or on the Internet. They generally offer trained counselors — usually volunteers — who can help you through an immediate crisis. Some crisis centers with an Internet presence offer e-mail contact, but remember that responses may not be as prompt as they are with telephone support.\n\nTalking to someone about your feelings — connecting with someone — can help relieve the burden of despair and isolation, even if just temporarily. It may help you shift perspective and more clearly see that you have options beyond suicide.\nDaily coping strategies to manage thoughts of suicide\n\nYou may struggle with suicidal feelings frequently, perhaps many times a day. Develop a strategy to cope with those feelings in a healthy way. Consider asking a doctor, family member or friend to help create a strategy tailored to your specific situation.\n\n\nThat strategy may mean doing things you don't feel like doing, such as talking to friends when you'd rather hole up in your bedroom all day with the curtains drawn. Or it may mean going to the hospital for a mental health evaluation. But stick to your strategy, especially when you're in the grips of despair and hopelessness.\n\nAs part of your strategy, consider these measures:\n\n    * Keep a list of contact names and numbers readily available, including doctors, therapists and crisis centers.\n    * If your suicide plans include taking an overdose, give your medications to someone who can safeguard them for you and help you take them appropriately.\n    * Rid your home of knives, guns, razors or other weapons you may consider using for self-destructive purposes.\n    * Schedule daily activities for yourself that have brought you even small pleasure in the past, such as taking a walk, listening to music, watching a funny movie, knitting or visiting a museum. If they n
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i think i might have an idea  : )\njust hope u dont die, ugly old man.
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are you crazy?\nyou wanna kill yourself to make him feel sorry?\nhey forget about him and start a new life with new friends and do take care of yourself ,even if he feels very sad to hear you committed suicide ,that will not change anything for you when you're already dead..
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I get like that alot myself and have actually attempted it w/out success...but killing yourself over a job is crazy...actually killing yourself over anything is crazy...your brain gets stuck and it seems like only solution is...DEATH...but that is totally wrong ....when I feel better about whatever reason I want to kill myself, I see that...but when your brain is messed up you really don't think right...so get on w/ life by following a new path
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If you are serious then you should get help. Sometimes extreme thoughts seem to drive out more rational thoughts and we become confused. We think that we should hurt or kill ourselves, but that is the product of confused thinking.\n\nSometimes, the chemicals in our brain go haywire and lead us to thoughts of suicide.\n\nWhatever the cause or reason, don't act upon those thoughts. Help is available. If you don't know where to turn, and if you are in the US, call 1-800-555-1212 and ask for the Samaritans. They can help you for free.\n\nGood luck. My prayers are with you.
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killing yourself is never the answer. . .it wont solve anything. . .\nthink about more than just yourself, think about the people you'll affect if you harm yourself\n\nY do u want to end your life? Im sure there's things in your life that are worth living for. . .youre just focusing on the negative. . . \nthings WILL GET BETTER. . .they always do . . .\nI myself have considered suicide and almost went thru with it, but someone made me realize that i was put here for a reason and every life has a purpose, even tho u may not realize it. . .there's ppl that care about you, and  things that you were destined for. . .i think you just need someone to talk to. . .feel free to pm me if you want to talk \ns/n - cutew1thoutda_e
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My dear friend,\nyou need to ask for help from someone that you feel safe to talk to. No problem in your life could possibly be worth dying over. I am sure that you have family and friends that love you dearly. My heart goes out to you and I don't even know you. Using food to feel like you have control over your life is only destroying it. For the love of your family and the aceptance of yourself you need to ask for help before you kill yourself. You ARE slowly killing yourself every day. If not for yourself, do it for the people who love you.
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I think you should seek a counselor.
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why in the world would anyone want to do that? are you trying to off yourself? Dont be crazy!!
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A Wednesday I'd say, as it's not too close to the weekend to ruin it for anyone that may be upset by you killing yourself.\nIf you want a release from the mental pain that you may be in then I suggest that you use a clean sharp knife and cut yourself to bits.  The physical pain will be a relief.\n\nI do not think that anyone on here can give you an answer based on personal experience, as that's just not possible, because if they did do it right then they wouldn't be on here!\n\nReasons to back out?  Only you can know these reasons.  Fear is usually the biggest one, and that's ok.  Not many of us are strong enough to take our own lives, and so we must learn to be stronger by actually really living our lives.  And do all the very different things that we always wanted to.\n\nGood luck either way, it's your life, only you can choose what to do with it.
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I think like you said you want to control your life, but the steps you are taking are not good for you, I think its time for you to see and speak to someone about what you are doing to yourself. When something bad happens to you try to make it worse to make you feel better I believe you explained very well of what your a feeling and doing to yourself.. please speak to someone you feel safe with and trust..please!!!!!
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Keep trying until you get slapped. Then instead of asking - try something else..\n\nBut don't think of suicide..
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What looks like a mountain of trouble and heartache today, may be just a little bump in the road tomorrow. You must see a Doctor. Do what the doctor tells you. Depression is real, it is dangerous...it is treatable. Believe me, I suffer from it myself. You have to want to survive, believe in the goodness of yourself. Your family loves you. They may not understand you...but then, no one is ever completely understood by their loved ones! Do you understand them?  We are all unique in our own special ways!\nSee, you have come to this site for help...that is a wonderful thing,,,you are reaching out for help...I am so proud of you! Now, go a step further, go to someone else, get a doctor. Tell someone who can get you to real help. You are in a survival mode...be your own best friend! Suicide is not the answer...get help right now...
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The fact that you asked the questions shows that you have doubts about committing suicide and that means that deep down you know that there is something to live for. I've seriously comtemplated suicide before and I don't think anything in particular convinced me not to do it, I just held on to what little hope I did have and kept telling myself that things would change and get better. If you need to talk to someone directly, you can look in your local yellow pages for a suicide hotline. Or if you'd rather email someone you can send anonymous email to the Befrienders http://www.befrienders.org/support/email.php You will get a personal response and they can help you sort through some of your feelings. Please don't commit suicide. As dark as things may be for you now, they can and will get better, even if you can't see that right now. Try to think of some things that you like in life or hobbies that you have. Pray, meditate, exercise, read, just keep yourself occupied with things you enjoy so you don't focus so much on what's making you suicidal.
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never tried it really. and i dobt that i ever would. i might just somehouw find away to kill myself first. like using the intestines to hang myself. ikk gross thoughts.