Seeing you for the first time seems many years a go,faint yet clear ,so clear I can almost here your voice. When I saw you fore the first time you did not even se me.  Tried so hard to work up the courage to just say hi.  You looked my way and all you saw was air.  For I was to shy,to shy to be seen by you.  I  The week went by and soon you were gone,then months passed by and my dream faded. Then one night out of the blue I saw you there you saw me tow! But never had you seen me before. I told you my name witch you never herd  and you told me yours witch I pondered day and night.  Then you looked into my eyes  so deep it almost hurt. As if you were testing me trying to fine who I really was .  I thought my heart would burst I trued away with tears in my eyes I could not bear to look in to your eyes,knowing that you would never be mine.  That we were just only be friends. We talked fore some time but then you had to go  and left me there all alone . I missed you so,dreaming of you just made it worse. I would  hearing your voice.  I did not se you for some time to come, weeks passed slowly by.  Then one night just like before we met each other. You saw me and greeted me in a your one teasing little way.  For now you rescinded me and even remember my name.  We talked fore some wile we laugh and we  joked .  But you did not se me the way I saw you.  I tried to tell you but I was so shy.  Late it was when you said your goodbyes.  You   walked out of sight,out of my life never to be seen. I went home not to long after,when I got this call...the call dreaded by everyone.  It was my best friend her voice was low there was tears in her voice finally choked out the words "he is dead"  ice shot throe me,my heart  stopped I managed in a horse whisper to ask what. she reaped he self now with sobs in her voice. I dropped the phone and got sick to the stomach. I clasped on the Flore tears over overwhelmed me sobs shook my whole body. I laid there some hours  before I could get a better  hold of myself . I managed to stop the sobs but the tears would not stop coming. I asked my self over and over and over "why did I not tell him ?"  but now its to late. I will never get to tell you  just how I felt.
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I'm not going to lie.  After studying all day, there is no way I'm reading anything that long.
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i see you and i remember. \ni remember your special smile,\nonly for me.\ni remember my eyes following \nyou across the room.\ni remember how your hand fit \nin mine.\ni remember what the softness in \nyour lips did to me.\ni remember the way i held\nyou when you cried.\ni remember the tender way \nyou said you loved me.\ni remember the day you\nsaid goodbye.\ni remember the many tears\nthat i cried for weeks.\n\nwhen i see you, i remember\nhow much i still love you.  \nand my heart screams,\nbecause i want you back.
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I wrote this about 20+ years ago.. you can use it if you like.. but only for your friend...\n\nFeelings\nDid you ever think to tell me\nwhat you really feel inside?\nDid you ever think to wonder\nwhy you sat alone and cried?\nDo you understand the feelings\ndeep within your heart and soul?\nCan you comprehend the meaning\nof your each and every goal?\nDid you ever want to share your dreams\nwhen you're sitting up in bed?\nHolding all your thoughts in\nis it something that you dread?\nDoes depression really get you down\nwhen your mind is all confused?\nAnd do you feel like dying \nwhen your heart has been abused?\nCan you talk to someone close to you\nwhen things just don't go right?\nLay down beside me now my dear\nand we'll talk all through the night\nAs I have had the same things happen many times before\nAnd I have cried as you do now and I'm sure I will some more\nSo, put your head upon my shoulder and shed a tear again\nas this is not the last time you will feel this inner pain\nBut I will always be here through the good times and through bad\nand I will make you laugh and cry when you are feeling sad\nI am the one so close to you and I really always care\nWho am I this strange person?\nI am your teddy bear.\nKevin W. Moore/'85
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* Friend’s r forever like the stars that kept blinking In the sky. Though we might b far Apart.. But I Know that u r still Near to Me Whenever I look up... Good night and sleep well. \n* Lying on my bed, Looking at the clock, I know that its time to zzz. I wonder How have U been today... Hope Tat Everything is Fine.. Wish u sweet dreams n Sleep Tight. \n* Morning greetings doesn't only mean saying Good Morning, it has a silent message saying: I remember you when I wake up! Have a nice day! \n* The sun rises into the sky with the warmest smile, he wishes you a good morning, hoping that you have the perfect day. Take care & miss you. \n* The Word 'Hello' means H=How R U? E=Everything all right? L=Like 2 hear 4rm U. L=Love 2 C U soon. O=Obviously, I miss you! \n* As u go 2 bed 2nite, I ordered bats 2 guard u tight. I told some ghosts to dance in white, & 2 make sure u r alryt, I’ll ask Dracula 2 kiss ur neck goodnight.. \n* In this lovely nite, I pray 2 the blue moon 2 protect U thru the nite, the wind 2 blow away ur stress N the twinkle stars 2 guide U the way, sweet dreams Good Nite \n* A night hug warms the heart; a night kiss brightens the day, and a good morning to start your day! \n* The sun had rised from the east & birds r singing happily & butterflies R around the flowers. It is time to wake up & give a big yawning & say good morning to u.. \n* I was looking out the windows thinking about the person I care most & the person that came into my mind is U so just wanna wish u good night....... \n* 5 steps to a LOVELY MORNING  Close ur eyes, Take a deep breath, Open ur arms wide, Feel ur heartbeat, &Say " Its too early. Let me sleep again \n* The best cosmetic for the lips is truth, for the voice is prayer, for the eyes is pity, for the hands is charity and for the heart is love.... GOOD MORNING \n* Let me KISS ur LIPS, Let me FEEL ur TEETH, let me TASTE ur TONGUE, this is your friend COLGATE!      reminding u 2 brush. GOOD MORNING \n* Early this morning God gave me 3 baskets of fruits - \n* LOVE + HAPPINESS + PEACE OF MIND and told me 2 share them with PPL Dear 2 me. I'm sharing all with U...Good Morning! \n* I HAVE OPENED AN EMOTIONAL BANK A/C FOR U IN My HEART Deposit u r love, kisses, hugs in it & I will make sure that U Receive Interest as long as I am Alive... \n\n* Let everyday b a dream u can touch. Let everyday b a luv u can feel. Let everyday b a reason to live bcoz life indeed is beautiful. Have a Gud day. \n* Through each day our goal is to touch one's heart; encourage one's mind & inspire one's soul. May u continually b blessed & b a blessing to others! Gud Day \n* Life is full of beautiful things: soft sunsets, painted rainbows, delicate blossoms, luv & laughter, quiet moments & fantastic people like me. Enjoy \n* Could you do me a faVour..?Put Ur left hand over ur RIGHT Shoulder then Ur Right hand to ur LEFT Shoulder There! I'have just given u a hug! (",) G'd mOrning...!!! \n* Every second God remembers you, \n* Every minute God bless you, \n* Every hour God cares for you because... \n* Every day I pray God to take care of U. \n* Wonderful people r carefully created by God, \n* wonderful moments are carefylly planned by God, \n* wonderful friends like you are carefully gifted by God. \n* If you eve want 2 suceed in your life, be sweet as Honey, Be regular as Clock, be fresh as rose, Be soft as Tissue, Be strong as Rock and be good as !!!!me \n* another month,another year,another smile, another tear,another winter.a summer too... but there  ll never be.........another you! \n* Someone Remembers, Somebody Cares, YOUR Name Is Whispered In Somebody"s Prayers, Keep The Bright Hope Of Sunshine In View, Someone Is Warmly Thinking Of You \n\n* Only the open heart receives LOVE \n* Only the open mind receives WISDOM \n* Only the open hand receives GIFTS \n* and...Only the CUTE 1's receive MESSAGES From ME! \n* When I was a kid, my mom told me that angels live in
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My life is brilliant.\nMy love is pure.\nI saw an angel.\nOf that I'm sure.\nShe smiled at me on the subway.\nShe was with another man.\nBut I won't lose no sleep on that,\n'Cause I've got a plan.\n\nYou're beautiful. You're beautiful.\nYou're beautiful, it's true.\nI saw your face in a crowded place,\nAnd I don't know what to do,\n'Cause I'll never be with you.\n\nYeah, she caught my eye,\nAs we walked on by.\nShe could see from my face that I was,\nFlying high, [ - video/radio edited version]\nFucking high, [ - CD version]\nAnd I don't think that I'll see her again,\nBut we shared a moment that will last till the end.\n\nYou're beautiful. You're beautiful.\nYou're beautiful, it's true.\nI saw your face in a crowded place,\nAnd I don't know what to do,\n'Cause I'll never be with you.\n\nYou're beautiful. You're beautiful.\nYou're beautiful, it's true.\nThere must be an angel with a smile on her face,\nWhen she thought up that I should be with you.\nBut it's time to face the truth,\nI will never be with you.
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I was tired of my lady, we'd been together too long.\nLike a worn-out recording, of a favorite song.\nSo while she lay there sleeping, I read the paper in bed.\nAnd in the personals column, there was this letter I read:\n\n"If you like Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain.\nIf you're not into yoga, if you have half-a-brain.\nIf you like making love at midnight, in the dunes of the cape.\nI'm the lady you've looked for, write to me, and escape."\n\nI didn't think about my lady, I know that sounds kind of mean.\nBut me and my old lady, had fallen into the same old dull routine.\nSo I wrote to the paper, took out a personal ad.\nAnd though I'm nobody's poet, I thought it wasn't half-bad.\n\n"Yes, I like Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain.\nI'm not much into health food, I am into champagne.\nI've got to meet you by tomorrow noon, and cut through all this red tape.\nAt a bar called O'Malley's, where we'll plan our escape."\n\nSo I waited with high hopes, then she walked in the place.\nI knew her smile in an instant, I knew the curve of her face.\nIt was my own lovely lady, and she said, "Oh, it's you."\nAnd we laughed for a moment, and I said, "I never knew"..\n\n"That you liked Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain.\nAnd the feel of the ocean, and the taste of champagne.\nIf you like making love at midnight, in the dunes of the cape.\nYou're the love that I've looked for, come with me, and escape."\n\n"If you like Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain.\nIf you're not into yoga, if you have half-a-brain.\nIf you like making love at midnight, in the dunes of the cape.\nYou're the love that I've looked for, come with me, and escape."
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This morning I awoke\nTo the beautiful song of birds\nSinging in the cleared fog\nI thought of you as i stirred.\n\nI realized in my drowsy state\nHow beautiful each morning has become\nHow this feeling for you I cannot fake\nHow I wish the day of meeting will come.\n\nEven though we've never met\nI can see your smile\nDeep inside my heart is set\nYou'll be hearing from me for a while.\n\nThere is something special about you\nWhich gives me joy to live\nI can't imagine never knowing you\nMy heart is for you, your gift.\n\nAnd as the sun rises each morning\nAs the waters in the river flows\nI will never stop myself from loving\nLet our love for each other grow.\n\nI Love You dearly\nwould you believe me?\nWith all my Heart and Soul...
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Did I disappoint you or let you down? \nShould I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? \n'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, \nYes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. \nSo I took what's mine by eternal right. \nTook your soul out into the night. \nIt may be over but it won't stop there, \nI am here for you if you'd only care. \nYou touched my heart you touched my soul. \nYou changed my life and all my goals. \nAnd love is blind and that I knew when, \nMy heart was blinded by you. \nI've kissed your lips and held your head. \nShared your dreams and shared your bed. \nI know you well, I know your smell. \nI've been addicted to you. \n\nGoodbye my lover. \nGoodbye my friend. \nYou have been the one. \nYou have been the one for me. \n\nI am a dreamer but when I wake, \nYou can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. \nAnd as you move on, remember me, \nRemember us and all we used to be \nI've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. \nI've watched you sleeping for a while. \nI'd be the father of your child. \nI'd spend a lifetime with you. \nI know your fears and you know mine. \nWe've had our doubts but now we're fine, \nAnd I love you, I swear that's true. \nI cannot live without you. \n\nGoodbye my lover. \nGoodbye my friend. \nYou have been the one. \nYou have been the one for me. \n\nAnd I still hold your hand in mine. \nIn mine when I'm asleep. \nAnd I will bare my soul in time, \nWhen I'm kneeling at your feet. \nGoodbye my lover. \nGoodbye my friend. \nYou have been the one. \nYou have been the one for me. \n\nI'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. \nI'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow. \nI'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. \nI'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow
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I am very sorry.\nMy first love and I had a long distanced relationship, and it was so hard.  We used to live in the same town, but I moved out to a big city 6 hours away by train to attend a college, and since then we only could see each other once a month.  He had a job offer in that city once, because he wanted to be with me, but the deal was pretty bad, so he didn't take it at the end.  Eventually, I moved out of the country, and we never saw each other ever since.  \nI knew it was coming to end one day, but I just didn't want to believe it.  He was older then me, so he must have known better, but didn't say anything.  We used to call, and write to each other.  But when I started getting less and less responses, I still didn't believe that it was ending.  I was so sad, and so lonesome, and made so many mistakes in my life because of that.  I should have let go of it much earlier.\nI tell you, I know it hurts so much now, but you have to let him go.  You called him so many times that his mailbox is full, that tells you that he has already made up his mind and it's not going to change.  Even if he changes his mind now, that'll not sort out your distance problem, will it?  You will only feel worse as long as you try to work out something that's no longer in your hands.  Believe me, I know that.  \nYou won’t be able to feel fine about it today or tomorrow, but try to think about something else instead of how to get him back.  Try to give yourself a break from it little by little, and then you should start to feel better.
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Your story made me cry. I hope it is ok that I sent it to my friends.
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Two of my friends mothers have died it is a very sad time because you are without the most loyal, loving, caring, woman you will ever meet in your life. Lets start off with my neighbors. They have a boy my age who was ten at the time and a daughter who was only three when the aweful event occured. Their mother had been hopitalized for almost too months with a very serious cancer and she saddly died. There was a lot of mourning and nothing seemed to cheer either of them or their father up. We tried invited them over for dinner, taking them to the movies, playing whole family games outside like flash light tag, badmitten, soccer, basketball. Nothing seemed to work. I especially felt bad for their young girl who would have to go through puberty and such withouth her mother which I would not have been able to do with out my mother. About a year later it went back to normal and the mourning wasn't still going on even thought they were oviously still upset and probably thought about her everyday. About a month ago a classmate of mine lost her mother. She was at school bright and early the next day which seem odd. She didn't cry, frown, or seem at all upset. This girl and her mother did not have a good relationship. She was in my kindergarten class when her mother was put in to a mental institute and moved in with her grandmother. Her mother had tried to hurt her and hurt herself. I remeber he once telling me her mother had run over her own foot with a lawn mower. There were also many other little strange, gross stories. She never really seemed upset about any of these things happening and I think that is why she did not care much when her mother passed. I think the mourning period will last occording to how close you were to you mother. My neighbor was attached to his mother and was sad for a very long time. My classmate did not have a good relationship with her mother so she did not get very upset about her mothers death. If you friend was attached to her mother she will probably be sad and feel as though a part of her is missing for the rest of her life. For right now there isnt much you can do to make her feel better it isn't a subject that can easily slip your mind. Just try to be kind and wait until she feels better. Don't try too hard that its obvious that you are trying to make her feel better. Good Luck. I hope that you friend comes out okay. All the love too you.
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Thank you so much for sharing. It was very uplifting, brought tears.  Sometimes we need to be reminded.
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sent you an em about your poem    it was nice but you seem sad
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My best friend was my sister kay, we were only 18 monthes in age apart. At the age of 21, kay got shot through her heart by her boyfriend. It was over cocaine. She started using in october and by january she was dead. I had made a pact with her when we were young teenagers that if there was anyway to communicate with the dead whoever died first would try. We agreed to sing the song free bird by lynard skinner to the person dead also. Well that memory came back the night she got killed, so the first viewing morning I went to the funeral home early, and was with our best friend that had been in on the pact made. We went up to her casket and we song free bird very low and when we were done, we were both crying of course. We watched and saw nothing. So we left and went outside, the funeral director came out a few minutes later and said that they would have to close the viewing room for awhile. I asked why and he said that there had been a problem, I said what kind of problem, he said this has never happened before and said that her left eye lid had opened up. I said what do you meann, he said they seal them closed with wax. And hers had opened and not only opened but a vien had surfaced, and was quite noticable right under the skin of her eye lid. I know it was her letting me know that she had kept her end of the pact. And that she could and did communicate after she was dead. But its been 25 years ago, and I am still coping with an incrediable empty hole in my heart for my sweet, sweet \nsister. I will see her again though, she's waiting at home for me in heaven..
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You Took Me With You\nWhen You Left\n\n\nThere was a time \nwhen i could only see \nme... \nthrough your eyes... \n\nYours. \n\n\nThen come the day \nyou went away \nand i couldn't see me \nanymore... \n\nYours. \n\n\nNow time has passed \nI have found me \nI was wrong all along \nI didn't need your eyes to see... \n\nMe. \n\n\nOther love has come and gone \nand I have walked away \nuntouched, unmoved, deadened \nmy heart just couldn't see past ... \n\nMe.\n\nBut now I know that I'm strong enough without you\nI am\nME.
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Despair\n\nFor not despair my friend\nYour love will come to you soon\nThe dove you long for\nShe is soon to be found\nYou said you were her friend from the start\nSo where is she now\nHas she left you in despair\nFear not for lost love\nOthers await your beckon\nYou just need to call\nBefore long you can live again\nDo not you want that chance\nSo look for love everywhere\nDon't let it slip by\nYour chance is just around the corner\nGod bless and have faith...\n\nFor you my friend dig digi 2......missed talking to you :o)
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"I'll be thinking of You"\n\nWhen you're feeling blue,\nWhen the rain drops are falling, \nRemember just how much I love you.\n\nAs warmth fills your face,\nWhen the sun comes out,\nThat's my hand caressing you with grace.\n\nThink of the past and the memories we've shared,\nAnd remember we make \nA beautiful pair.\n\nKnow that where ever you are, \nI will always love you,\nNo matter how far.\n\nIf there are obstacles you need to get by,\nJust know I am right there, \nNo need to ask why.\n\nMay you never lose hope and always find,\nI am here waiting with open arms,\nYou're always in my mind.\n\nThinking of you, with love.