I was in a deep worshipful trance...and I seemed to walk through a wall of eternal water falls...and my inward countenance changed...I became a different looking person inwardly than outwardly...I live in this flesh as if I am wearing a loose coat or dress...I often or rarely even feel Im in my body...Im consumed with adoring Jesus for days on end..I feel that I am the female faces of God...adoring Him as His bride..should I reveal this to others around me?
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Keep giving people this testimony of yours and it is this way that you will be winning souls for Jesus. You are feeling the presence of God and it is on you thick. Keep doing whatever it is that you are doing. I pray that the presence of God will continue to shower you that you will be able to bless others that cross your path. I pray that God will bless you mentally, spiritually, financially, emotionally and physically all to His glory. God loves you so much and you will be blessed as long as you keep you eyes fixed on the Father and keep serving the Lord like you never have before. God is gonna use you and He has a divine purpose for your life. Since His presence is on you so heavy began to ask Him what your purpose is for your life and how and when you should begin fulfilling it. Talk to God daily. He's your Father in Heaven and he wants you to communicate with Him, afterall, it's to benefit you.\n\nBe Blessed
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Ah Gabby, I have a similar experience.  I asked Jesus to come into my heart and to wash me of my sins, and to help me to believe in what is true, whatever that is.  And for 2 hours, I felt very warm and in the presence of Jesus - my old friend from when I was a child and believed in him before I began to study a lot.\n\nBut that was only 2 hours.  And then I didn't really believe anymore.  I believe that Jesus was a great man, a great servant of God with a great vision.  But I just can't continue to believe that he was God, or that he even believed himself to be God, or anything like that.  I have asked God and Jesus to help me see that he is the divine son of God, if that is what he is.  \n\nAs he has not shown me that, I have to assume that there is my answer.  \n\nIt's just frustrating because you have all these people who are sincere believers and think that if you are not a sincere believer like they are, that you are somehow doing something evil.  But I know I have done nothing evil.  I know that I have been sincere in my quest, and I know what answers I have received and not received.  Other Christians can't get inside my heart, mind, and soul to see my sincerity and genuineness.  \n\nBut I think they are threatened by the mere thought that someone might actually be able to genuinely ask Jesus to come into their hearts and fill them with the Holy Spirit and NOT have that happen.  Because perhaps it would make them doubt the source of their own experiences.  \n\nSearch your heart very thoroughly to find out what your deep driving desire is.  Are there desires you have which are in the way of you succeeding in your spiritual life?  Be willing to look head-on at your real motives.  Do you want to be a Christian because there is some prestige in that among friends?  Or because you truly believe?  Or because you love Jesus?  Or because you fear going to hell?  Or something else?  Whatever the motives are, try to purify your motives so that there is no selfishness in you at all with regard to this matter.\nWhen you are pure of heart and your motives are altruistic and not selfish, you will have peace, I believe.\n\nI hope I have not further discouraged you.  I wish you peace and spiritual strength!
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I think your questions count as preaching, but I can tell you that I am not interested in a relationship with Jesus or the Christian God.  I do feel complete.  I do not feel vulnerable and alone - my beliefs empower me and surrounds me with the protections I need to enjoy my life.  Even with an army on your side, anyone can feel scared from time to time - but I am very safe in my understanding of the Universe.\n\nThe things is, that even in a Christian God model philosophy the point is not to life your live for god - the point is to understand your own divinity and to understand that you and god are a team.  If god is an ocean, we are each and everyone of us a glass of god, with tremendous power and divine right - no matter what we call this being.  To spend time steeped in any church dogma only brings you closer to understanding the church, not god.  \n\nI am glad that Christianity has helped you and I rejoice that you are happy on your chosen path.  I regret that you feel you need to school others or that you feel you have the only answer to the mysteries of life.  There is no way to truly know the Unknowable and there are many paths to enlightenment.  Worry about your own soul until someone asks you for help if you truly want to display the virtue of christianity.\n\nPeace!
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wow..thanks for sharing that..and i believe it is all so true..you have a lot of knowlege good for you..this really made me think about myself as a person..i hope more people read this maybe it will help them..thanks for making me stop and think about myself as a person...
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I've had a couple times where I really felt God with me.  The one I recall most: I was thinking of His actions that confuse and/or disturb me.  I started crying hard.  So I prayed, and told God what I was thinking.  Next thing I know, my tears dry up, my breathing slows down, and my whole body relaxes.  I have no doubt God was comforting me!
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At the moment I am experiencing heat, my whole body gets hot.\n\nUsually I fit in laughter, and can't stop.\n\nI have also experienced once the shaking, laughing and feeling very drunk, just after worshipping God.
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If I could change something about my life, it would be to do with my self-confidence.  I have never felt important or felt like I had anything special to offer other people.  I have had several bouts of depression in which case each one seems to be harder to get through than the one before.\n\nI am being married next month and the one thing that is really important to me at the wedding is that I feel beautiful when my pictures are being taken.  I know it sounds very superficial and I understand that.  I can count on both hands how many times I have been told that I was beautiful and actually felt it.  I want to be able to look back at the pictures and think that I am a beautiful woman, inside and out. \n\n I live in Eastern Canada and I do not believe that we have a shortage of resources here or anything like that.  In order for me to get stronger emotionally and mentally, I think I would have to be able to meet with a counselor and talk things out.  Because of the fact that I am 21 years old, I feel that it is a great time for me to gain the self-confidence that I have always longed for.  I want to get this resolved before I have children as I do not want them to go through life following my example of being the person who couldn't stand up for herself or give her opinion.  When my children look at me, I want them to see a strong and confident woman who they look up to.
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YEAH, AT TIMES I FEEL LIKE I LIVE IN MY OWN WORLD SORROUNDED BY CLONES OF MYSELF...IM QUITE A THINKER YOU KNOW! VERY QURIOUS ABOUT GOD'S CREATIONS, AT TIMES I'D ASK MYSELF IS IT CRAZY TO QUESTION SOME OF THE STUFF AROUND...I THINK IM LOOSING IT NOW...
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As each day comes, admire the beauty of nature.  Admire the colors of the flowers and appreciate the sunshine and the birds that sing.  Nature is God's handiwork of pleasure and enjoyment and a sheer awe to humans who believe in Him.\n\nDo you believe in God?  Do you believe in His Son Jesus Christ?  Do you believe that Jesus died on the cross for your sins?  Did you accept Jesus to come into your heart and life?  If your answer is yes to all these questions, then you know of His love and grace and He is waiting to greet you in Heaven.  In Heaven there is no death or pain or sorrow ever!!  Not to mention you will be given a new body too!!\n\nIf you don't believe in God or His Son Jesus Christ.  Then I suggest you talk to a pastor and ask him or her all about God and Jesus and become saved or born again.  Only thru loving and believing in God and Jesus can you have everlasting peace.\n\nOther calming things you could do is acknowledge the fact you have eyes and you can see; unlike those who are blind and can't see a thing.\nAcknowledge all your accomplishments you had over your years and feel good about them.\nReflect on your happy moments and times in your life and feel good about them.\nCall up some friends or family that you haven't spoken too in a long while and chat with them.\nAcknowledge the fact you can hear; for there are others who are deaf.\nFocus more on positive things and not so much on how you will die and how you will go with pain and what not.\n\nThese are just a few things I would do.  But it's up to you if you choose to do any of them.\n\nI am sorry about your illness and I know first hand it isn't easy dealing with it.  Hang in there the best you can and do as much as your body will allow to bring some happiness in your life.\n\nGood luck and I hope I was able to help some what.
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Just keep it in your mind that God is watching you ...even while in the act....he sees "everything".......So when you get the urge think about that and ask God to give you something else to do ...(you have already thought the thought)...ASK and you shall receive.....Mathew 7:7..........
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In my case everything went really good:D of course at the beginning you may feel emabarrassed but I think that if you focus on things that are happening, on the fact that you're going to experience something incredible with your beloved you forget about everything else. It's just You and the person. Just close your eyes and let it flow... this is how it went for me:) undescribable experience when you forget about everything that surrounds you but The Person and what's happening with your body:)
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don't feel bad about yourself..you mad have adult ADD..i have it...look at ADD.com...its where you get bored easily.can't focus....even if it's not that..you are not a bad person you just can't make up your mind..you wanna explore everything god has offered in this world that doens't mean theres something wrong with you..don't be so hard on yourself..im 27 have'nt had many jobs..a stay at home mom now and im always down on myself..feel like im not doing anything that contributes to the world...but i read the bible and everythings all better...start going to church and read the bible..jesus will change your views about yourself..no one is perfect...if  you feel you need to see a phyc. go...maybe it will help maybe not..if  you feel in your heart your a good person then just keep going and someday you'll find your way..if  you are unhappy about  yourself change it...you can do anything you put your mind to but no matter what happens or what you decide every one is beautiful in there own way and no one should down themselves...
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oh, this is you. hello. \n\nThat would just put it out there that you are possibly permiscuous( i may have spelled that wrong ). A lot of ppl are like that now a days, especially those that are walking in the worldly ways. Those who have yet to learn the true meaning of love. :)
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I can relate!  Boy can I relate!  It's not fun having/suffering from anxiety.  There are medications that can help BUT...I do not use medications.  \nWhat you are experiencing though is more paranoia.  I too feel that others are judging me with what I wear, how I look, what I'm doing etc....the BEST thing I have found to overcome this is to ask myself this;  "Is what I'm doing in life pleasing to God?"  If I can answer "yes" then I don't need to worry what anyone else says or thinks.  It's only GOD I need to be pleasing towards. \nI advise that you get involved in a good Bible based church and allow your church family to help you raise your self esteem.\nI do hope this helps.  \nGod Bless
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Hi. Congrats hun on finding Christ in your heart. God Bless you.\n\nPerhaps one's appreciation for music changes as he develops spiritually. And not just for music, for all sort of things that remind you of the presence of the Lord in our everyday life. \nAnd sometimes, yes you might get used to a certain type of music, but I feel that if you feel uncomfortable it may be because you’re not too attached to that particular way of worship. For example before becoming Catholic, I used to find Gregorian chant 'not-so-pleasant'. Now, I find it the most beautiful sound of praise to god on earth.\n\nYou should worship God in the way that makes you comfortable. \n\nGod bless you.\nOmar
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I think you've already found the answer out yourself! \n\nSubconsciously you admire this person. You like him very much. So you've kept him high up on a pedestal.\n\nMost of us expect others to respect / praise / take note of us. It could be so with you too - you also would want others to shower you with attention, right?\n\nSo when you are in his presence, I think you start checking subconsciously if people are in awe of him or you. I think it's all a question of attention.\n\nAnd in this context it is also natural that you feel so with people whom you like, because only if YOU like that person, will you deem him worthy of attention from others. If you dont like that person yourself, then it may not surface within you that other people might admire him more than they admire you.\n\nI am not a psychiatrist. But going by your statements, I believe this could be one plausible reason.\n\nAnd above all - though this might not be a common thing, I DO NOT THINK IT IS A MAJOR PROBLEM! Come on guys it's his individual nature, that's it! It may not be very common with others, but so what? He may need some counselling, but it's not a very big issue for him to lose sleep or weight over!
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First of Amen and God bless that you have been able to stand strong and faithful. I think it is awesome that you have not given your self so easily like most woman or men have done.. I can't say I can relate. So hang in there I know God has a special man in plan for you. =)