Why does SMCIN728 love me so much.....It's scary.....
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cuz you're soooooo "hot" remember?
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Geez, I'm in a rut right now with one.  I want to believe something will really happen, but the longer it goes, and his stories change, I"m starting to feel he's making me play games now.  \n\nI have however made 2 very good friends from the online dateing!  It's like we have been friends forever. The problem was, we weren't compatable with all the lovey, romance, sex stuff.\nBut I'll love their friendship and hold them dear in my heart forever!
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Wow.  I did read your blog and cried for you.  \n\nDon't listen to Meezerz.  It's not that she's bad, she's just misinformed and speaking from her fear.\n\nYour fear is the least likely part of you to tell the truth.  Fear is too biased to know the truth.\n\nI don't think you're nuts at all.  I think you have had that scenario playing in your mind in some form ever since it happened six years ago.\n\nI'm so thankful that you are in therapy and that you are giving the voices in your head a voice in therapy.  There's an odd sort of safety in blaming yourself.  But in the end, it's not as safe as it looks.  It ends up hurting you more.\n\nWhatever control is to be gained by assuming responsibility for something you could not control is not worth the guilt and the shame and the lie you are forced to live.\n\nThough he took the place your first lover should have, he was in no way a lover.  He was a disrespectful, sub-human, bully.  Don't put him and any form of the word love together if you can help it.\n\nIn the future, the man who really loves you, really will love you for the first time.  No matter what this experience took from you, or caused you to do in reaction, when you are free from the baggage this experience has thrust upon you, you will be free to love for the first time.  \n\nYou continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
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GURL IF U LOVE HIM THEN U SHOULDNT BE SCARED ABOUT ANYTHING. WHAT IS THERE TO BE SCARED OF? IF YA LOVE EACH OTHER THEN WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM WANTIN TO BE WITH U FOR EVA? IF U DONT THINK IT WILL LAST LIKE THAT THEN, TELL HIM STRAIGHT UP HOW U FEEL. U DONT WANT HIM TO GET EVEN MORE HURT IN THE LONG RUN.
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"You look really scared, what could you have done that day. I love you very much, and you know what...behave."
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If this is more than ordinary uncertainty...or "spooking yourself" it will get progressively worse...Have you recently engaged in any questionable occult activities or met people that are such? This is no small thing....things just start falling apart...Fear rises and fuels more things.. Get away... If you have ever known Jesus Christ in a personal way turn back to Him now...If not, He is the only One that has more authority than these destructive forces of darkness in this earthly domain. Call on His Name Now. He will respond as a Deliverer and Savior. He is brave and able. He cares. Call on Him....right now.
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You have said it in the first line of your question here, that this problem seems to be based on your past. You seemed to have been wounded by something that has already happened before. Its best you sit and think. Go back to that part of your past and mentally think as to what you could have done to make things better. I know doing so will be painful but it is something that you must do in order to ease the pain. Continuous suspicions, mistrust issues are not to be looped over such a long period of time, especially when you have beautiful people around you who I am positive are caring and concerned more than you know. There is absolutely nothing to be afraid of and most of all there's nothing more frightening than fear itself. Another question here from my side is why is it that you are afraid to love? I am asking this because we all know that what you give is definitely what you get back in return. If you provide love and affection, it is guaranteed that it will come back to you too. If you have any further questions or need someone to talk to, please don't hesitate to e-mail me. Remember, there are so many wonderful people around and you should give them a chance before you can think of anything else. Before that, please try and do what I've mentioned earlier about looking back and thinking for a moment. Until then, take care. :)
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aawww, that is sooo cute, i was really moved to tears..\ni hope you really find that person..\n\nGood luck.. ^^
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Looks like you are screwed sweetie - if you are willing to stay, he's more than willing to abuse you forever...
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U just tell him I can not quit thinking of u when U lesve me & my heart jumps when I C ya again
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Oh my god you're sweet!! I would love you! jaja;) no it hasn't happen to me...I have felt that before but it was like 2 years ago:P jaja. But it's great I hope you find your courage soon and this girl and you can be happy and cute together! ;)
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I think most people are more concerned about the people they(truly) love than with their self when something like this happens.  You are probably very normal in what you feel.  If you didn't love him you wouldn't be so tired or anguished by this. Keep plugging along as best you can. As said before keep your own health (physical & emotional) or you'll be of little help to him.  Seek counseling if you need it, I feel you might.  Chesk my bipolar site for links to some very good medical resources.\nhttp://www.geocities.com/tls3123283/index\nThere are some good links to find support for you within them. Goodluck and God Bless
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He's probably too scared that you'll reject him. Let him know how you feel and see what happens!
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why do you love that moron. Anyway, I can help u out. Try 2 send a mail to this address: danpotter_rad@yahoo.co.uk    I think he'll answer you. well he answers me sometimes. and dont die if u dont get him. And it seems to me that u r an Indian. You'r on a wild goose chase sister!! So plz take my ree advice "Forget him, already millions of girls love him".
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The bad stuff sounds pretty bad.  Learn and move along. He doesn't love you completely.  It sounds like he's shell shocked from your behavior and is trying to figure out a way to get away from you safely.  Whatever you did, make sure it doesn't happen again.  Leave this poor guy alone.  Get yourself straight, and try not to let anymore "bad stuff" happen.
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why are you afraid?.....life is full of risks...take them!\nshe might even like you back as much but you won't know until you let her know about your feelings first.
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at least have some self respect and move on...you are just obsessed...what ever you think of him is all in your imagination and it's not real!! there's no mercy in love.....