I would like to come back to God but I am having alot of trouble because I cut and I have had experiances with suicide.
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Hi Bluetike! :) \n\nCome to God just as u are. (dont wait until you are "good enough").  remmber God came for sinners not for the righteous. :) if you have surrendered ur life to Him, all u need is for u to restore ur relationship w/ Him. just confess all your sins and He is faithful to forgive you.. \n\ndont attempt to commit suicide again. ul regret it in eternity. :) God bless
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I feel sorry for you.   It is a difficult situation and I think only a doctor would be able to help you on this.  God is supposed to be there for us but sometimes I wonder whether he is.  It seems to me that God makes many mistakes and is not as infallible as we are supposed to think.  I feel your hurt and your rejection.  It is not your fault.  Now that you have done this just go ahead and be yourself.  Damn the people that mock you and turn round and say to them  "There but for the Grace of God go I" !!  There are many unfeeling people in this world and kids are the worst of all.
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I want you to remember something okay?  suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.  no matter what the situation, it is not worth ending your life over.  and alcohol is only going to make things worse because it's a depressant.  so it's going to make you more depressed.  please leave it alone.  and please don't cut.  I know you feel like it helps, but in the long run it only hurts you.  you are worth so much more than you think you are.  and you matter.  sweetheart, God loves you, and He will give you the strength you need to get through whatever problems that you may face in your life.  and He will get you through this difficult time in your life now.  you say that you have no where to turn, and you can't get your medication.  the thing that you need to do right now is to go to the emergency room at the nearest hospital and tell someone that you need help and why you need it.  you won't be turned away in your condition.  they will get you the help that you need getting your medications and everything.  they will also appoint you a social worker who will help you and give you support.  your social worker can also help you by checking into places for you to live, getting your medications for you, and getting you into support groups where you can discuss your issues with others who are going through what you are going through.\nplease go to the hospital now, and ask for help.  just don't worry about anything, it will all be taken care of.  you just concentrate on getting better.\nand remember what I said, God loves you, and He has a purpose for your life even though you may not be able to see it right now.  you are loved.  and I will keep you in my prayers.
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Talk to a trusted adult or counselor. If you have to, call 911 and tell them you need some help fast. Please do get into rehab and also some one on one therapy to try to find better ways to deal with your problems rather than cutting yourself. Also, the front of your local yellow pages should have several mental health resources that could provide you with the help you need. This is a serious problem and I don't believe the only other answer you got was a smart-mouthed insensitive answer.
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Tell the people that you may have hurt that you are truly sorry, make restitution if you can, ask the Lord for forgiveness. If that doesn't work talk to your preacher/minister about it.
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take it easy to begin with,and try to realize that pain has a way of coming at you. you can handle it if you go one thought at a time. don't be all over the board with your emotional system,it makes it worse. believe me when i tell you you are not alone in this world,God sends us people who care , be patient and at least glad your alive  it may take time to sort it out but be GOOD to yourself,your worth it.
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Truth? I tried to kill myself. I was about 30 years old. My cheating husband called and told me he wasn't coming home that night. She was 17, and she wasn't the first or the last.)  I was so depressed I was screaming in pain inside. I just needed the pain to stop, so I took every pill in the house and chased it down with a fifth of Tequila. I remember praying and telling God that I wasn't sure if suicide was a sin and if it was would he please forgive me.  Then I lost consciousness. Later my cheating husband said he just had a bad feeling and came home to check on me. He found me having non stop seizures and called 911. While they were pumping my stomach, I died from a heart arrythmia. They tried several times and finally revived me. I was on a heart monitor in ICU for 3 days after that, but I don't remember any of it. The only thing I remember is having to have my bed linens changed several times until they finally put tubes in everywhere. No bright light, no memories, no feelings at all. Just like blinking out of existence. I guess God didn't approve, because it was SO unlikely that my husband, (now my EX), would suddenly decide he had to come home. I didn't feel very lucky, since I was still very depressed. I still wanted to die because of the pain, but I realized God didn't want me to die. Later, "Mr. Wrong" divorced me. It was the best thing anyone ever did for me, because after that I was alone and I prayed and told God that I was lonely, and I had tried but I realized I couldn't make it alone. About 3 weeks after that I met my current husband. He is the best thing that ever happened to me, and we have now been married 16 years, and we are still very happy. The main lesson I learned from these 2 events in my life is that God hears my prayers and answers them. I know that sometimes the answer is "NO", but I know he is there and he listens.\n\nAlso, I lost consciousness and almost drowned in a pool when I was about 7. I was swimming near the bottom and a boy jumped off the diving board onto my head. My head hit the pool bottom and I was almost knocked unconscious. I came to and tried to make it to the top of the water, but got really disoriented when I was about 3 feet from the top, thought I was in the air and took a deep breath, but it was of water, not air. Then I lost consciousness. The next thing I remember was waking up on my side coughing and vomiting. The lifeguard tolld me I almost drowned. I was grateful for the lifeguard, and I felt small, vulnerable, and helpless. Plus my chest, throat, ears, eyes, and sinuses were sore and stinging. Somebody wrapped me in a towel and I had to wait until I could walk. My parents weren't home and they had no way to notify them, so I had to ride my bike home with my little brother on the fender, and I don't think I ever told my parents. I was afraid they would never let me go to the pool again.
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Just thoughts - Feelings of guilt for not living as you believe you should? \n\nYou seen the sacrifice yet thought you could avoid it by going to a safe place, but the conviction followed you. But instead of repenting you went further away.\n\nIf this seems right to you then you should ask God to forgive you and help you to return to Him. You would then find freedom from the guilt that plagues you and discover how good and pleasing His will is for you.\n\nI hope this helps
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If you are going through this, you need to seek some help.  Not to be mean, understand, I went through the same thing.  Just know that it does not always have to be like that.  Hurting yourself is a way of escape, and usually signs of deeper problems.  Get some help, please, before it gets worse.
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Amba  you need to talk to some one don't do anything to harm yourself, is there a minister that you know who you could talk to. call hot line in your are if needed.  You could go to the nearest hospital ER if push come to shove . e-mail me if you need some one to talk to.
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You profile says "life sucks but if God is with you its not so bad" maybe you need to repeat that to yourself a couple times.  My grandma always said God will never give you more than you can handle.  Whether you believe in God or not, suicide is not the answer. I think you know that or you would not be asking us about suicide methods.  You obviously want us to stop you from making a horrible mistake you could never take back.
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actualy god doesnt hate you,\nhe tursts your strength in life. i knw its depressing now to have no way out and think that the last emotional link in your life is going to back out on you just like every one else, but its the exact opposite. dont look for a all the sudden big change, change the little things. find a new job, go out on the town by yourself, play pogs if it makes you happy. dont stress so much and dont think that its your fault for what other people have done or ended up and vise versa. and just belive in your strength over anything else beacuse if there is a god he will help you once youve decided its time for you to be happy and turn your life around.
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Jim, I am sorry you are facing so many trials. I hope for you that at the end you will have a closer relationship with God. I will join you in praising God and asking him to use these experiences positively in your life.
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I think alot more people than you realize have felt this way. I have suffered form depression also and I have felt that way from time to time. Read my life story (check my questions about this). I have been in an abusive marriage for 12 years and I have not killed myself even though I have thought about it before. I won't do it either because I know that when i put my mind and spirit to it , i can be happy and accomplish anything that I want in life. I look at all the people that I would hurt and leave behind. Not only my wonderful little children but my family and friends who love me. Do you believe in God? have you tapped into your spiritual side? That is what helps me everyday. My brother killed himself 2 years ago and caused so much pain and suffering for every one of us. please don't do it. Continue with your therapist as I will and you can email me whenever you like. Please don't do it. love you, V.
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Well, for starters, Im not sure that cutting is a sin. The whole "your body is a temple" thing refers to what you put in your body and mind, like things you hear and see which are sinful, and so on. Just my interpretation, Im no expert. As for the act of cutting, I understand this disorder, a friend of mine in high school had it. It is a very dangerous disorder and if they  seriously have this disorder and arent doing it for attention you should offer to help them find a way to seek out help from a professional. You might be able to talk to your school counselor, or another trusted adult. Please seek out help, left untreated this disorder can lead to suicide.
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I was hurt in an accident that took the life's off my family. my wife and little daughter and my wife was pregnant..I was in such horrible pain for so many years.got disabled, lost my home, and everything, i owned, the pain was terrible for years., I used to get my pistol and get in my dark bedroom and put one bullet in the chamber and spin it, and I would tell God, that if my pain wasn't going to go away some day, to please allow the bullet to go off as I put it to my head, I did this a number of times, it took hours sometimes to be able too pull that trigger,fate?I am still in horrible pain, I take  narcotics now , finally a  Doctor prescribed  me some pain pills.after years of no help. but I have cut my wrists twice,. the pain, & emotionally it was just so bad, and i do believe in God and the spirit, and I dont know where I would have gone, but I didnt care, the pain was just so much and still some times I wont to die, and I plan it out, and maybe I will kill myself and maybe I wont, but I trust in my God and try to live in the spirit. and if God wonts to punish me, if I kill myself, then so be it.
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I suggest you go to church.  You might find a special someone that can really help turn your life around.